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Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (59)
magichild2
This is a beautiful poem, but you are more beautiful. I will keep you in my prayers while you are going through all this treatment. Hugs go out to you at this time.
BellaDark
Beautiful poem here, Susan, and a belated Happy Birthday!! :)
goldie
belated happy Easter and a more belated happy birthday, Susan...lovely poem...calendar says spring, but looks like winter is going to be around a little longer...i know that warmer and sunnier days would make you feel a bit better. you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers--big hugs to you...
DennisReed
excellent, Hugz
tizjezzme
What a great poem Susan; it flows so beautifully! Also, I'm sorry to hear you aren't doing very well. :( You sure have been through a lot for a lot of years. it's simply not fair. Just stay positive and strong. You are in my prayers. glad you enjoyed your birthday; sounds absolutely wonderful and so many people love you!!! Isn't that a wonderful feeling!? Take care...
RodS
A wonderful poem, Susan, and I hope and pray only the best for you, my friend! My own personal feeling is – God forbid I should ever be diagnosed – I would probably opt not to go the chemo route.. I watched what it did to my father-in-law... Whatever your decision, my hopes and prayers go with you.
katyee
Susan, your poem is so beautiful, it touched my heart, as does your life. I have been having treatment for cancer since I was 21 years old, no chemo though, just lots and lots of ops, lol. But I believe in you and your strength and that is what it takes to inspire us every day, belief in the good things and ourselves. Some days the only good thing is seeing a beautiful lady bug, other days the world is the pearl. Always thinking of you and those you hold dear.
Turtle
Beautiful my new friend. Lot s of Hugs to you. Leah
davidoblad
Hi Susan, Great poem. Hope your Easter went well. It came and went here without notice. Good luck with the treatments. Hugs Dave :^)
rainbows
This poem is beautiful, darling. I am so sorry you are not good. You are always in my heart and prayers. Hugs gentle. Di. xx
4udreamcatcher
Such a wonderful poem Susan hugs I am keeping you in my prayers and wishing for the very best for you xxx
fateline
Très beau poème Susan!Je suis désolée d'apprendre que vous êtes malade. Je ne peux que vous dire courage et que je prierai pour vous. Bises.
GOLDILOCKSUK
Good luck on your scan Susan we will be praying for you :) Cathy xoxoxo
Cyve
Fabulous poeme and great work my friend !!!
Richardphotos
I apologize for being late for this wonderful poem of yours. I know that you have had more than your share of problems, but I wish the best for you and hope for a complete recovery
jocko500
good to see you still around. i saw your post today on some one else image today and you say you ate a potato
Flint_Hawk
I do hope you are doing better & will be able to return to the gallery soon to let everyone know the good news! You are in my prayers!
gypsyflame
Wow! I haven't been here in so long because of real life things and when I get back I learn your cancer is back. I'm so very sorry Sis, I wish I had some encouraging words that would make you feel better but what I can say is that I love you and I will keep you in my prayers always. You're a tough lady Sis and you beat this before, you can do it again. Don't give up, keep fighting. I know that's easy for all of us to say who aren't fighting this horrible disease but we say it because we know how strong you are and because we love you. Hang in there...Beautiful poem too!
bobrgallegos
A most beautiful poem Susan! You are in my prayers for a speedy recovery!!
elfin14doaks
Hi Susan, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers
fairyfreak
Hugs!. You are one amazing lady. xox
clbsmiley
God Bless my dear!
avalonfaayre
Rest in Peace my dear friend.
mikeerson
I haven't been posting or commenting Susan.... I just read in eekdog's gallery that you have passed. I'm excited for you that your suffering is over and that you can be with your husband again. out of all the entities in the world I've come across, you were the one with the most suffering - Rest in Peace dear friend.
brewgirlca
Blessed be dear Susan. I am sure you have now been touched by the devine. I will miss your gentle words and your brave spirit. You were a model of courage and inspiration. I will forever miss your refrain: "A must see image." and I will smile whenever a see an image of a field of flowers. Hugs Roxy
caty77
I didnt' know Susan, but my condolences to her family, especially her son. I'm sorry for you.
blinkings
You fought the good fight my friend. Rest in piece.
Rhanagaz
Beautiful poem, Susan - I send all my love and thoughts to you in this hard time. You many friends here do the same..
Mark-David-Rogers
I am sad that I never met you here in this lifetime but hope one day around the corner I will have the privilege of doing so in the next. You will be a creative and loving person in every life you live... you were clearly and angel in this life and undoubtedly also in the next one too. For some reason ever since I learned that you have crossed over you have been in my mind... a connection from this lifetime into the next... it is complete unbroken continuation. It can only be truly understood by those who are aware of it... we have all lived before... many lifetimes the good and the bad aspects of each and every one of them... we grow in each life even if we are not all consciously aware of past lifetimes. We all meet again at some stage and until then the spiritual connections are strong for those who wish to embrace them. Bless you kind lady with a beautiful heart and a creative talent in art and words... we shall find you once more from the mighty positive aura of kindness that surrounds you for an eternity. I would also like to convey my positive best wishes to those family and friends who loved you unconditionally who are here in this current lifetime I live within. Bless you all.