Good day to all my friends and the whole of the renderosity community. The cyberdoc is back from his “Pilgrimage-Mission”and has done lots of input on the brainy side,input which has to get sorted out of course.Just giving you an update for now. The trip went very well,the stay was fine ,the parameters for the future are more or less clear and set. The only thing we need now ,is a bugger with a fat wallet to buy the penthouse(lol). I felt very wellcomed in Severines “Clique”of young people and i do hope (i am sure of it)that i left a positive impression. In fact i went to Luxembourg to get a s,mell and a feeling of the “battleground”there,i am speaking of the social and economic battleground,as we,the “average”knows there is war outside real war,people laying in the streets,lots of beggars,lots of conflicts,the poor ever getting poorer and the rich ever richer. In Luxembourg if you earn less than 3000.- you cannot live comfortable,now that means a lot of people have to live together get married and such,for economical reasons,they dont even like each other but have to stay together because alone they will end up at the end of the foodchain so to speak. I came as a guest ,and was very much welcomed,after a while the young had a real defilé in front of my chair,because severine told them in advance that i call a spade a spade and that lies and crap and stupid stories is nothing for me (except the ones i write myself lol),i spoke frank and open and i was told by each and everyone,that with their parents it was impossible to speak open and frank,the sad thing is there is not much of a band between parents and kids. It was a shocking experience to me,as ute and me have not much RL friends here in spain and live a bit like “eremites” Now they all drink way too much,some use this and that to feel good and we had also some speeches about this type of issue. I am a dry alcoholic as you know and had my experiences with all types of drugs(except the crap they use nowadays),and i guess i know what i am talking about without sounding like a shrink or such.i just outlined my experiences and i also spoke out some severe warnings of what could happen if they dont come to the point of controlling themselves.i went through all type of sheed in my life,and with a lot of luck i came out,but this luck might not be there anymore.i know for sure if i would have to do the same sheed i did in the past,in todays times i would fail big time. I told some funny and some earnest heavy stories from my life,i of course colored these my experiences out a bit and used also for these situations my special-spacko-faecal language,gave lots of laughs. At a given moment (and lots of pot lol) i felt like giving “papal audiences” heheheheheh I even received a new nickname because i was probing their brains (lol). They called me “Dr.BrainVokk” -i will integrate this weird character in the upcoming renaissance of Spackoine. Maybe i will start wearing white shoes and a toga like a greek philosoph and walk around the crowds on a techno-music festivel heheheheh. i have the fine feeling that i left a positive imprint and i am proud of myself.