Remember always, my beloved......
Those in possession of abandoned dreams, will violently battle your own.
And how well I have learned that over the last couple of years. Friends are not always friends, but rather come to you in cloaks of warmth and understanding, only to betray you with a whisper....saying things that hurt your real friends......or rather who you thought were your real friends. Just one misspoken word and a relationship of five or ten years crumbles as if there was never any love or trust involved, one choosing to believe the word of the one that had little consequence in their lives. No chance to talk, nor reason, just bitterness and presumption of guilt. One does have to chuckle at the absurdity of it all. But life is a learning experience, so you move on, find out that you aren't such a good judge of people after all. Angry sometimes is a good place to be and helps in the healing process. But I'm sure we know that betrayal is never a pretty thing......and never without consequences. As for myself, I'm a believer in karma, so I know I have nothing to fear. I sleep very well at night and can look at myself in the mirror. How others can, I really cannot say and often wonder how. Watch for the raven that whispers in your ear. I'm a self taught artist, love the digital, love Poser, it's a great jumping off place for me.I do book covers, CD covers, my art hangs in traditional galleries(that is such a kick for me)and I show at Science Fiction and Fantasy conventions, when I get the time and remember the deadlines (I'm terrible at deadlines)I also sometimes run artshows at those types of conventions.
I used to be a merchant, but decided until I learn to model merchanting is no longer for me :) So maybe someday, until then I'm going to start putting the peddle to the metal on my artwork and see where it takes me.
My interests run to the horror/dark or gothic side, (oh yeah I was goth before goth was cool...I'm a romantic goth.) My favorite would be vampires....I find them a terribly romantic and tragic species. I don't do cute too often, there are far more artists better at it then I :) Cute animals maybe, with a sinister twist but cute fairies are really hard for me. My fantasy side runs to what some call "story telling art" I would say every piece I have completed that I deem "art" has a story behind it, and I love to listen to people look at my pieces and make up their own stories too, that's when you can tell that they are really into what you are doing and your thought process and sometimes, their stories are much better then mine LOL!!!
I've now ventured into jewelry making, custom and made to order. If you have a desire, stop by Mesa's Musings on Facebook...peruse the offerings, share the page with friends and hopefully you'll find something to take home : )
Thanks for stopping by :)
Ladyelf
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Comments (6)
IceDancer
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost one of my Pomeranians 5 weeks ago and am going through the same grief. She is the icon I use here in the hula outfit. This memorial you wrote is so extremely touching. Bless you family.
LadyElf
Oh she was soooo cute honey! I'm so sorry for your loss as well. We can just hug each other and know we'll see them again someday!
jendellas
I am so sorry for your loss of Jonsey. I know how hard it is to loose a friend. xxx
LadyElf
Thank you so much jendellas :)
brewgirlca
What a very moving story of Jones. Cats do seem to pick their family but the way you describe how Jones did is really quite touching and the story brings a mist to my eye. He lived a long life and it must have been a good one for his spirit seems to have decided to stay on with you. I know this feeling. Sometimes when I am at my desk I feel a brush of soft fur along my legs and I think it is my tabby Trina, but when I look down she is not there and I realize it was my beloved Torty Pingo who passed away some 6 years ago after sharing my life for over 19 years. Trina never sleeps with me but sometimes at night I can feel a lump on my bed and again it is Pingo who so often did. Blessed be for Jones and all our fur babies.
LadyElf
I so believe that they stay with us, to watch over us. Even today after months, I still catch glimpses of him and hubs feels the weight of his body on his feet when he's sitting in his chair (one of Jones favorite places was his feet.) It wonderful to know that they are around, just beyond that veil and we will see them again. :)
LadyElf
HUGS Yes, I love that they remind us that they are still around. It was so odd, I had a dream about the Rainbow Bridge (I call it a trip, I think I really was there, but that just sounds nuts right?) anyway, the dream or whatever it was, was about two or three weeks before Jones became so ill. Strange.