Moving Through The Motions... by yomah

2D • Atmosphere/Mood • posted on Jul 25, 2013

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It's been years since I've woken up to a new day, unable to break this grasp upon me it feels as though life is one continuous day, like staying up all night, like being up for days on end it simply keeps dragging on and on. The vibrant colors of autumn, the first snow of winter, the rebirth of spring, the warmth of summer, things that once seemed so magical, so new, wondrous and exciting, they're just another thing to pass by, something to acknowledge and get on with, to pass time, to make it to night, to lay down, to waste 12 hours sleeping, to get on with life and hope for a better future. I can't help but think there is no future. The future I keep hoping for is the same thing every day. It's one big blur and the last time I went to sleep and woke up to a new day was years back. Hoping for something new, for someone new, for a new perspective, for a new found joy in life, that's the only thing keeping me going, but every passing month and year being the same, it's hard to tell if false hope is worth holding onto. Maybe accepting that things aren't going to change is the only way to embrace the what is. I'm just tired, tired of being tired... ~yo

Comments (4)

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lisalisette

2:17PM | Thu, 25 July 2013

I can feel that the words are written from the heard. I can feel the pain and the sorow. I can understand what is says. For me life is also not what I wanted it to be. I have except the way it went. I have made my choises in live, so that is why I am here now in this situation. I can not change that. I just think that it could have been worse. I have excepted myself and that is the most important thing you have to do. Except yourself and be happy with the little things. You will see that life will change.. in the good way. I hope you can find the strength to go on, to make your live worth whill. Sorry for my poor englisch, I hope you can understand me

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