My Name is René, born 03-April-1955
i come from the Grand -Duchy of Luxembourg,and my wife UteBigSmile and me have been living in spain the last 17 years,where we discovered renderosity and the 3d world.
Due to health reasons i lost my job and i got retired early,and last year (2013)we moved back to our Home Country!
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My hobbys are PC,Internet,Pc-Configurations,
reading fantasy,as well as from april of 2008 doing 3drenders. ............................................... As my father bought me only the cheapest of accessories for painting in school(he was maybe not able to afford more expensif stuff.),the other kids were laughing at me,and so i decided that: i will never do art in my life,imagine i was 8 years old. so i managed to build up a "blockade",concerning art until april of 2008. then my wife utebigsmile was behind me and she pushed me to do something instead of playing only my ego shooters and working with photographs,where i was unable to get inspired. I had a copy of poser but i did not came along with the program,then i went to a 3d forum,because i told myself ,there must be more people like me outside in the cyberspace(LOL). Finally i got an offer,Bryce 5.5 for free and Daz-Studio,i tried a week around and little by little i was able to understand the basics. so i upgraded my bryce to version 6 and i got a platinum membership on daz, a lot of freebies and cheap articles,i bought like wild, Now i do have a content of +-500gigs and i carry on . what gave me the most is this feedback from the people here,and also everything well educated, the whole way of getting along with each other,the respect etc... gives me soo much. Update:UteBigSmile is getting better and better,in health and in spirit-lol. She does wonderful graphs as well-but now she is also addicted on DazStudio.3d. And this is it for now, "God" bless you all here the link to my page: renecyberdoc4.uterene.org/
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Comments (41)
ronmolina
Well done!
3-d-c
greatly done!
Windigo
This really touchs the soul! Sad and so real! 10+ in many ways!
byteline
Wie wahr! Und das überall auf der ganzen Welt!!!
eekdog
looks like they will have to work with him.
mikada
A very good render, and very sad story.
Faemike55
WOW! the image and its story as well as your life just hit my heart like a ton of bricks. one good spot on this was your chief did so much to help you. As I see it, you've walked through hell and you are by far a better person for it. you can see and feel what others can only imagine for you've been there. I am very proud to call you mein bester Freund. that goes for Ute as well
renecyberdoc
thank you very much mike for your deep and kind words,now you see the old azz on this side sitting with a tear in his eye.
Radar_rad-dude
I believe the crucible of your young years has made you into the strong man that you are now, Rene! A most excellent render with a most troubling memory to share! You are a survivor! Carry on, Rene! Carry on!
brycek
Well done!!
Froggy
Tragic Doc and I feel a little sorrow for your troubles you have gone through on the way to today. But now you have Ute (and vice versa of course) and I am sure she keeps you "honest" nowadays. Thank you for being honest enough to share this personal information my man!
Razor42
Great render! Life has some harsh lessons to teach and sometimes they don't seem to make much sense at all. Whenever I'm feeling down and full of regret I try to focus on the positives and remember that no matter how hard things feel there is always some suffering more than I. Keep your chin up mate!
EmmaAndJordi
very sad story
Inspired_Art
Well now that explains it doesn't it! You've had a rough life mate! But you do make Bud wiser, don't ya?
ArtistKimberly
Amazing Work,
Jean_C
Beaucoup d'émotion dans le texte et dans l'image. La scène est superbe, dans un décor de misère, les poses et les expressions des enfants et du grand frère sont excellentes, une image belle et émouvante, René!
pchef
c'est parfois la triste réalité. Très jolie scène bien composée.
illkirch
A heavy responsibility for Eldar
Leije
C'est la misère noire que montre ton image, René.......très bien faite, ton image ! Le texte est émouvant et triste, aussi...
DarkAngelGrafics
sehr schönes Bild..es beschreibt sehr treffend dein trauriges Erlebnis..
doarte
Powerful image/story to which can closely relate!
twelvemark21
Powerful and moving image and your story deeply touched me. Thank you so much for letting us get to know you a little better my friend. Take care of your self, keep up the good work, you are a true blessing and a delight to all of us who view your works and read your words.
barryjeffer
Very harsh road my friend... seems we have somethings in common. Of course I always kinda figured as much. I'm sorry that life was so tough on you in the early years my friend. I always wondered who I might have become if the circumstances had been different in my youth. Touching render and life story Rene... so many of these to be told out there. Bravo bud.
vitachick
Excellant array of characters. That pervert on the left should have more clothes on since he is with kids. Where is the Spaco Police?? Lock him up.
magnus073
Rene, your life's story is very powerful and literally moved me to tears. No child should have to go through this, although many do. My own Father had to go to work when he was a small boy as his Dad died. The thing that I think is important to see here is what this says about you as a person. You came through all of this adversity to become the loving husband and good Father that you are today. Trust me a lot of people would have either given up or never escaped the pit of self pity one can fall into.
GrandmaT
Excellent work on this image. I have to say you are an amazingly stable man to have so much $#!+ in your past. Crazy yes, but not manically insane. Glad you survived and found this place to share your art and humor and rants with us.
Cimaira
Very moving image! Well, you managed to pull yourself out of the drugs and booze, and found a great life mate. Good for you :)
adrie
Fabulous scene and work Rene, love it.
PREECHER
they look very sad except the red head one looks mean...and the adult I don't understand his attire...it's roman looking with blood on it...sounds as if you really loved your mother. parents affect their children very much and in this day and age I think it is really a problem they stick them in front of a computer or the tv and party. i'm a firm believer in freuds' Oedipus theory. I know it definitely rings true for me. parents need to be more responsible for their young especially in crucial young stage...can you imagine parents being so ignorant as to not explain sex to their children. this is a big thing in the bible belt where I was raised. they are totally against sex education and that is totally wrong and they are harming their own children with their puritan way of thinking. ignorance is a dangerous thing in this day. I never knew a thing about sex other than other kids talking about it until I happened to me at a way too young age by a molester/pedifile. it was hard for me when my father died. I thought I was prepared...he suffered a long time before death...I was not prepared...we didn't get along so well when I was young but before he died we made peace. when I was young I was close to my mother because I was naïve and didn't realize how evil she was. she's still alive and we're not getting along so well. she calls herself 'Christian' I don't think so...her god is a doctor that has her taking tons of pills...she claims she can't remember anything about the past...this is terrible to say but I feel she is already gone... our stories are very different;...my dad even though he treated me bad as a child was a very good man. I was amazed at the turnout at his death party.../wake/...people came from all over that 3rd of the state to see this dead man/my father/ who had lost everything because the greedy took advantage of him and like most all of America he was in very deep financial debt...even though he had nothing he would give things to people...things he grew...and never charge them...I think what was hardest for me was seeing him on life support. my mother had this done to him. I tried to make them unhook it but the bitches would not for 3 days I wiped sweat from his already dead body. I very much dislike doctors/hospitals. she did this to him...recently I asked her because she had a lapse when I was there just a couple weeks ago. we had to call the ambulance. the ambulance driver...a woman...in charge...turned to my sis and I and said she was dead and wanted to know if we wanted tubes put in her...then she just came back around...turned out she took too much of one of her pills causing her blood pressure to drop to where they could not even get it to register...she's fine now back at home. my sis and I asked her if she wanted life support...she did not understand the question although I already knew her answer. I said...'do you want to be kept alive artificially if you die...It almost just happened according to the ambulance driver woman...she asked us if you wanted it....so do you? she said...yeah I guess for a few days anyway...this I do not understand out of a 'Christian' personally I don't even want to die in hospital. I prefer to die in my house with no doctors...here in the states the majority of them are just like politicians...it's all about money...sorry for 'preeching' on your post...I really like this image...and mothers' and fathers' with young children please love and hug and show them affection. tend to their psychological needs as well as their physical ones...physical is all my siblings and I got... chills and thrills
bockolaf
Die Szene ist dir gut gelungen.
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