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Eldar has just told his brothers and his little sister,about the tragic accident of their parents.devastating news,how is he supposed to take care of them??,he can't even take care of himself in these rough times. in december 1972,coming fresh from amsterdam back home in my parents house and i had to promise my mother to cut the crap and go to work. i got a new job i think it was wednesday and thursday my mother went to hospital and i wanted to ask the chief to give me an advance to be able to visit my mother and buy some flowers. friday morning my chief came to the construction side,told me to get my clothes and get in the car. "oh crap" i thought "he found out that you are smoking pot and you are going to get sacked" on the road to the train station he told me that i must call home urgently,something with my mother bla..bla..bla. when i came to the station i went to a public phone and i called the grocery store in our road.in that time not everybody had a telephone remember??. anyay my brother julien came to the phone and told me that my mother died. Blam that was that. when i came home my father was drunk could not even walk straight and i felt like kicking his ass big time but i was busy making all the arrangements for the funeral. she had to get buried on sunday the 24th xmas eve because the 25/26 are holidays in luxembourg bla..bla.. after this my relation towards sh**mas changed. the 3rd of january 1973 i left my parents house for good and went back to A'dam and love and peace and pot and lsd. a couple years later my father died and i was an orphane lol. and then i fell into the booze but thats another story lol,lasted till 2008. EA-Eldar

Comments (41)


ronmolina

10:54PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

Well done!

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3-d-c

11:00PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

greatly done!

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Windigo

11:00PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

This really touchs the soul! Sad and so real! 10+ in many ways!

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byteline

11:03PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

Wie wahr! Und das überall auf der ganzen Welt!!!

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eekdog

11:10PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

looks like they will have to work with him.

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mikada

11:49PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

A very good render, and very sad story.

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Faemike55

11:50PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

WOW! the image and its story as well as your life just hit my heart like a ton of bricks. one good spot on this was your chief did so much to help you. As I see it, you've walked through hell and you are by far a better person for it. you can see and feel what others can only imagine for you've been there. I am very proud to call you mein bester Freund. that goes for Ute as well

renecyberdoc

11:59PM | Fri, 04 October 2013

thank you very much mike for your deep and kind words,now you see the old azz on this side sitting with a tear in his eye.

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Radar_rad-dude

12:04AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

I believe the crucible of your young years has made you into the strong man that you are now, Rene! A most excellent render with a most troubling memory to share! You are a survivor! Carry on, Rene! Carry on!

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brycek

12:20AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Well done!!

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Froggy

12:50AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Tragic Doc and I feel a little sorrow for your troubles you have gone through on the way to today. But now you have Ute (and vice versa of course) and I am sure she keeps you "honest" nowadays. Thank you for being honest enough to share this personal information my man!

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Razor42

12:51AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Great render! Life has some harsh lessons to teach and sometimes they don't seem to make much sense at all. Whenever I'm feeling down and full of regret I try to focus on the positives and remember that no matter how hard things feel there is always some suffering more than I. Keep your chin up mate!

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EmmaAndJordi

1:34AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

very sad story

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Inspired_Art

1:50AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Well now that explains it doesn't it! You've had a rough life mate! But you do make Bud wiser, don't ya?

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ArtistKimberly

2:36AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Amazing Work,

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Jean_C

2:53AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Beaucoup d'émotion dans le texte et dans l'image. La scène est superbe, dans un décor de misère, les poses et les expressions des enfants et du grand frère sont excellentes, une image belle et émouvante, René!

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pchef

3:01AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

c'est parfois la triste réalité. Très jolie scène bien composée.

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illkirch

3:18AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

A heavy responsibility for Eldar

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Leije

3:32AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

C'est la misère noire que montre ton image, René.......très bien faite, ton image ! Le texte est émouvant et triste, aussi...

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DarkAngelGrafics

4:46AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

sehr schönes Bild..es beschreibt sehr treffend dein trauriges Erlebnis..

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doarte

5:05AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Powerful image/story to which can closely relate!

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twelvemark21

5:50AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Powerful and moving image and your story deeply touched me. Thank you so much for letting us get to know you a little better my friend. Take care of your self, keep up the good work, you are a true blessing and a delight to all of us who view your works and read your words.

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barryjeffer

8:46AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Very harsh road my friend... seems we have somethings in common. Of course I always kinda figured as much. I'm sorry that life was so tough on you in the early years my friend. I always wondered who I might have become if the circumstances had been different in my youth. Touching render and life story Rene... so many of these to be told out there. Bravo bud.

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vitachick

8:59AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Excellant array of characters. That pervert on the left should have more clothes on since he is with kids. Where is the Spaco Police?? Lock him up.

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magnus073

9:06AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Rene, your life's story is very powerful and literally moved me to tears. No child should have to go through this, although many do. My own Father had to go to work when he was a small boy as his Dad died. The thing that I think is important to see here is what this says about you as a person. You came through all of this adversity to become the loving husband and good Father that you are today. Trust me a lot of people would have either given up or never escaped the pit of self pity one can fall into.

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GrandmaT

9:33AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Excellent work on this image. I have to say you are an amazingly stable man to have so much $#!+ in your past. Crazy yes, but not manically insane. Glad you survived and found this place to share your art and humor and rants with us.

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Cimaira

10:01AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Very moving image! Well, you managed to pull yourself out of the drugs and booze, and found a great life mate. Good for you :)

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adrie

11:02AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Fabulous scene and work Rene, love it.

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PREECHER

11:02AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

they look very sad except the red head one looks mean...and the adult I don't understand his attire...it's roman looking with blood on it...sounds as if you really loved your mother. parents affect their children very much and in this day and age I think it is really a problem they stick them in front of a computer or the tv and party. i'm a firm believer in freuds' Oedipus theory. I know it definitely rings true for me. parents need to be more responsible for their young especially in crucial young stage...can you imagine parents being so ignorant as to not explain sex to their children. this is a big thing in the bible belt where I was raised. they are totally against sex education and that is totally wrong and they are harming their own children with their puritan way of thinking. ignorance is a dangerous thing in this day. I never knew a thing about sex other than other kids talking about it until I happened to me at a way too young age by a molester/pedifile. it was hard for me when my father died. I thought I was prepared...he suffered a long time before death...I was not prepared...we didn't get along so well when I was young but before he died we made peace. when I was young I was close to my mother because I was naïve and didn't realize how evil she was. she's still alive and we're not getting along so well. she calls herself 'Christian' I don't think so...her god is a doctor that has her taking tons of pills...she claims she can't remember anything about the past...this is terrible to say but I feel she is already gone... our stories are very different;...my dad even though he treated me bad as a child was a very good man. I was amazed at the turnout at his death party.../wake/...people came from all over that 3rd of the state to see this dead man/my father/ who had lost everything because the greedy took advantage of him and like most all of America he was in very deep financial debt...even though he had nothing he would give things to people...things he grew...and never charge them...I think what was hardest for me was seeing him on life support. my mother had this done to him. I tried to make them unhook it but the bitches would not for 3 days I wiped sweat from his already dead body. I very much dislike doctors/hospitals. she did this to him...recently I asked her because she had a lapse when I was there just a couple weeks ago. we had to call the ambulance. the ambulance driver...a woman...in charge...turned to my sis and I and said she was dead and wanted to know if we wanted tubes put in her...then she just came back around...turned out she took too much of one of her pills causing her blood pressure to drop to where they could not even get it to register...she's fine now back at home. my sis and I asked her if she wanted life support...she did not understand the question although I already knew her answer. I said...'do you want to be kept alive artificially if you die...It almost just happened according to the ambulance driver woman...she asked us if you wanted it....so do you? she said...yeah I guess for a few days anyway...this I do not understand out of a 'Christian' personally I don't even want to die in hospital. I prefer to die in my house with no doctors...here in the states the majority of them are just like politicians...it's all about money...sorry for 'preeching' on your post...I really like this image...and mothers' and fathers' with young children please love and hug and show them affection. tend to their psychological needs as well as their physical ones...physical is all my siblings and I got... chills and thrills

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bockolaf

11:34AM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Die Szene ist dir gut gelungen.

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Traumsuse

12:14PM | Sat, 05 October 2013

Wundervolle fantastishe Arbeit**

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