Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (32)
ronmolina
Exceptional! A ten shot!
adrie
Dit is een prachtige foto van de natuur lieve Mies.
durleybeachbum
Pure delight! As for the car, mine is 1993, and still works ok. It cost me £350 nine years ago... So glad you are safe, Mies. So are we, we were lucky here. Helle is getting it now, I think.
Rob2753
A beautiful Peacock butterfly and a lovely composition I too will miss the Summer but this photo is a lovely reminder :)
magnus073
Mies, you did a marvelous job on this capture. Love all the colors and details in this pic.
voske
Prachtige foto!!!
midnightmum
They really look like they are posing for the picture, beautiful work.
helanker
OH How lovely they are, and so late of the year. You are right. Thinking about how the weather was today, it is hard to believe, that you took it three days ago, but i do believe you :-))) It seems our birdfeeding tree had a really hard day today. I could see how the wind was pushing it so the ground bulged upward. The tree is tilting to the east and the birdfeeding house were PUSHED out of the ground by the roots of the tree.. I am afraid we wont have the tree much longer. But now at 8.40 PM, the Hurricane is about to be weaker. Thank you for that. We dont know what we will se tomorrow when the light is back. It was really tough and I was pretty nervous. Mostly for the HUGE shaking aspen. It is not liveless, but leafless noe :-)
junge1
Love the colors and details!
Lenord
Exquisite capture, awesome Macro. From the title in the ebot I expected some high flying Birds or something Peace
jayfar
This is the butterfly shot of the year Jacomina, it is perfection. Sorry to hear about the car, when I see you with the cap I will throw in a few notes!! The weather was kind enough not to disturb us too much.
Faemike55
Very beautiful capture I just read about the storm that hit the West coast of Europe
clbsmiley
These are gorgeous! Glad you are ok. And good luck with the car situation.
LindaPerryMcCarthy
Oh the colors! They are absolutely gorgeous, as is the whole of your image. Very impressive photography!
claude19
I do not know ... if begging is allowed in Holland, with a cap or a fedora, in any case, these two beautiful butterflies still involved late in the extension of a beautiful nature! Beautiful photography!
auntietk
Oh yes, "cap in hand" or "passing the hat" is common here for asking for favors or begging or taking up a collection. :) Good luck with your car! This is a gorgeous photograph. I'm sorry to hear the wind has changed everything so quickly. We're in the middle of a wind storm right now, although here in the desert of Southern California, it's all dust and warm winds. When it's over, you probably won't notice any difference at all. (What a very odd place this is!)
flavia49
marvellous picture
tennesseecowgirl
wow this is striking ~~~
anianiani
This is a sign of natural beauty in our beautiful earth.. They are very happy friends with evening walk(fly). Thankyou so much for this one Mies .
blondeblurr
'Passing the hat around' - for donations, has the same meaning here in Oz ... let me see, if I can sell the house ? ;P Don't worry, we are driving an old Subaru Impreza Hatchback (1998), Jeff swears to it - they are the best cars, any year, any model !!! *** This must be a 'lucky strike', two Butterfly's for the price of one ;)) absolutely gorgeous !!! I have seen some of the bad weather over England and The Netherlands on the TV news, hang in there Jacominchen we are having lots of strong winds too ! BB
jocko500
keep you young fro sure. wonderful shot of them
netot
Beautiful capture, Mies, I'm glad you are safe!
whaleman
Wonderful to get two!
bobrgallegos
A super capture!
farmerC
Een plezier voor mijn ogen. Schitterend.
toyyaris
what a wonderful image my friend big hug
johndoop
Prachtig! zelf nu met mooi weer kun je nog geweldige foto's maken!!!
mgtcs
This is a precious capture Mies, so beautiful and delicate, marvelous all around!
jgeorge
Colourful! And they remind me of summer... The summer has been too short this year... Thank you for sharing your bunch of colours :-)
shutterbugs
Wonderful shot ... two different butterflies in one picture, and both so close!!!