Ball Of Spiders by clbsmiley
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Ok guys I have been busy, and messed up, My whole life has changed without Bill. I am trying to hang in there. But it is not like had plans for when Bill was gone. Sooooooo...
And it has been the busy season for me with holidays and horse races. Maybe now I can adapt a little better.
It has almost three months.
I need new goals and new friends.
But finding them is another story.
Right now I am just trying to maintain.
Endeavor to persevere as Bill would have put it.
35 years we had together. We were blessed. :)
Comments (14)
ZigZag321
Seek and what you seek will find you. And you certainly were, my friend. Very, very cool work here! Reminds me of that movie with Charlie Sheen. Oh my God. The Arrival? A metallic ball like this was used by the aliens to clean up any sites containing threats to their pernicious presence on Earth. It spun and spun and spun until everything in the room was sucked into it. Very cool.
midnightmum
As long as those spiders are contained. yes It is only time that heals, day by day is the way to go. All the best.
bakapo
Oh, I missed the news; I was away for a bit. I'm SO sorry for your loss. :( I wish you peace, happy memories and gentle healing. I like this image, the spiders are cool!
clbsmiley
Thank you.
magnus073
Cheryl, I will be sure to keep you in my prayers during this difficult time of transition. If you ever need a friend to talk to feel free to let me know :)
Kaartijer
It's hard to find friends and is very hard to find true friend, but they do exist. Seek and you'll find 'em! Great work!
Faemike55
I know my ex still has times when she thinks about Phil passing and that's almost a full year now. Come to think about it, I still miss him as well. Time will soften the loss but not take it away and that is good. As long as you have the pictures and the memories, Bill is never truly gone - he is still in your heart and soul where he should be. Cool image Cheryl (before I forget)
durleybeachbum
One day at a time , Cheryl. Thinking of you. You were very lucky to have such a great marriage.
farmerC
Fantastic work.
jendellas
I agree with the others Cheryl, 3 months is not a long time when you have lost a husband & friend of 35 years. My sister lost her hubby 2 years ago & still has those moments. She has found that some friends are not as forthcoming as they used to be though but still has some really good ones. Great image. xxxx
fnor
Keep the Spiders in the image please
myrrhluz
I have no problem at all with spiders . . . except . . . when I know there is one the ceiling and I've lost sight of him. This is a great image! All those twirly bits, you're not thinking of hurricane season are you? I heard a quote on the show "Call of the Midwife" that resonated with me. "You just keep living until you are alive again." Sometimes that's all you can do, but it does get better.
three_grrr
I like what myrrhluz said .. "you just keep living until you are alive again" That's probably the best advice. Time does smooth the edges, but I think you will have those "moments". You are one of the fortunate ones, you found the love of your life and you married him. very cool work .. though I'm not crazy about SO many spiders all in one place.
danapommet
A very complex sphere and we are all praying for you Cheryl. I love this sphere but "Oh No, don't let it be more spiders"!