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bulletsinmyhead

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You know it's funny, i've been here for so long i've started to forgot who I was. Theres been a few people with me from the start, there to help me with words. versionthirteen "I like this but 3rd party filters are a false promise.. try to learn to do it yourself everything is possible when you can create straight from your mind, and are not limited by kias or black boxes.... " and of course antoonio has been with me from the start too.. its kind of fucking retarded how you can just lose yourself.. it's almost like you could cry over it, but you don't i've seen so much crap on this site it's incredible, what some people even think while in the process of the image. good skin+big tits=lots of views it's kind of fucking stupid, REALLY stupid HOW YOU CAN JUST LOSE YOURSELF it's like you gave away your soul it's fucking dumb how I almost cryed making this it's also fucking dumb that I even considered prints why should I sell my own thoughts WHY SHOULD I SELL MY SOUL why should I capatalize off my own feelings YOU CAN'T PUT MONEY ON YOUR EMOTION it's what youre made of it's time to get back down to basics it's time to create from my mind promise was once there and it soon became all the same.. now nothing is here NOTHING AT ALL I feel so angry, and so sad my body hurts for you, i've missed what this feels like for so long it's nice to have you back it's nice to design again it's nice to not be held back behind black boxs it's nice to be myself again at least for one night i've missed you preston and I know you've missed me the inspiration only goes to a couple of people it's always nice to be reminded of something that was once incredible to view now I dont even view except for a handfull of people.. maybe it's just ignorance I saw talent here once.. true talent, now all I see is total bullshit,I see it even in myself

Comments (9)


dimension7

10:08AM | Sun, 29 September 2002

phew, for a minute there i lost myself...i guess the (real) you is back? this reminds me of the kind of work i saw here a year or two ago. this reminds me of (re)birth. i noticed v13 has been poking his head the galleries recently. maybe he'll start posting again and inspire us to find our selves again. this reminds me of why i got interested in 2d.

akrilico

2:59PM | Sun, 29 September 2002

....Well...In these days....your words quite make me cry. 2d...Like a religion. Like a true love. Ours soulmate. I kan remember the beginning too. U and v13. I was standing in front of my 2dimensional monitor, to admire your imgs. And learn. And feel. Now, after quite 2 (or 3?) years, I think to be some kinda wise man in the 2d gallery, so I feel some kinda responsability. Time to get back down to basics, uh? So, let' s re-start 2 make some cool true undergroung design :-)

DarkShadeOfWhite

6:04PM | Sun, 29 September 2002

You are true genius. The colours in this are perfect and your words only enhance the image. In pure kracker fasion.

Lredridinghood

7:52PM | Sun, 29 September 2002

I know my comments arent as good as everyone elses but Im glad you decided to stick around and contine to do the awesome shit that you do!

Antoonio

6:40AM | Mon, 30 September 2002

I have lost myself too, many times. I'm even lost now writing this. I know what you're talking about.
Pal, I can see your proud red flag, hopefully it can lead me fuck out of here, rocky waters of my twisted self esteem.
Your images have given me much more you can even imagine, so lets hope same medicine works again.
...and talking about that shit posted here, funny, most of the people don't even know what they are and what they do, they just do.
ha.
haha.
Hahahaa!
HAAHAHAH~bang~

tuerda

8:52PM | Thu, 03 October 2002

I don't know what to say. I guess I'm sorry. If you want me to shut up just tell me so & I will. It's one of those things where I don't really know if I'm part of what you're complaining about or not.
great pic, by the way. A little too big for my monitor, but still a great pic.

Omen555

2:21AM | Mon, 07 October 2002

You may be surprised to know who your fans really are. Though I think you want friends, not fans. I would like to share a thought... Your imagination is bigger and stronger than you, but you must never let your imagination become bigger or stronger than your reality. 'Who is the true king of your World...?'

mutefivefifty

12:50PM | Wed, 09 October 2002

bigger than 2d, bigger than 3d, better than art & design. The preston you once knew has come back to claim himself once again. Comments, viewings, they can consume a person here at render. The validation ends up being the opposite of what they say and after it consumes you it's the beast that has eatin you whole. I hope you've found yourself in one peice. I am handicapped. I find it hard to do what I love when it's daylight outside. Everything must be gone or asleep for me to get anything done that I love doing. I hate the way they look at me. I hate thier noises. I hate thier actions. Because of what they do to me. I wish I was unemployeed, maybe then I'd get some work done. +Patrick-

FantasioX

11:42AM | Thu, 26 December 2002

Oh god,do you know what acid is? good work,i only have to say,if digital art or traditional; "there is no art without practice,the practice of pure exploration till to the deep boundaries of mind to finally redefine the possible!"


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