Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (14)
bugsnouveau
Very beautiful...wonderful work
MrsRatbag
Oh, this is sublime! What a marvelous piece of art, with so much depth and texture!
durleybeachbum
I love that piece of music too. Lovely work.
farmerC
Pure Schoonheid met Prachtige kleuren.
een Toppertje.
anahata.c
I went to YouTube and found the recording! I heard a little bit of it. It's beautiful, and so sensitively done. I heard the piece years back, but (sadly for me) I haven't heard it in years. When we studied the great hymns of the church, the Stabat Mater always struck many of us as one of the most personal. And of course it's so human, and crying out for love and understanding while surrounded by deep grief and loss (and the feeling, on the part of the poet, of hoping he or she has lived a worthy life). What's stunning about your fractal is how many levels of Haydn's music you got. Not just the "dolorosa" part---the mournful and deeply sad part---but you got Haydn's structure, his classical sense, his sense of joy in the presence of harmony everywhere. You got his sense of balance. And how he molded pain into something beautiful. (The way Bach did in his Passions, which I'm sure you love as well.) It's not easy to capture all that in one image...And you have deep purples and dark greens, colors evoking dolorous feeling; but there's light in here too, as there is in Haydn's beautiful setting, along with structural harmony, and energy radiating outward from a kind of heart. It's beautiful, Mies, and anytime you want to post artistic interpretations of music, you have my ear. Or eye. I'd like to think that Haydn would look at this and say, "yes, that's what I was feeling, exactly."
Glendaw
I am not familiar with this of music Mies.
Sounds like it is very deep but easy listening.
What a gorgeous fractal visual of interpretation.
beachsidelegs
Wonderful image my friend :)
jocko500
outstanding job
Juliette.Gribnau
in dit ontwerp vind ik de symetrie mooi !
Cyve
What a fabulous creation/composition !!!
ia-du-lin
Beautiful creation.
matstan2610
Beautiful musical fractal, outstanding work.
X-PaX
Cool work Jacomina.
kgb224
Outstanding work Mies. God bless.