Nickie Memorial by Lyne
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Losing Nickie
My grief is magnified this time and I know the reason why,
It is because life is less tolerable without my little guy,
He was there, giving comfort, during my most meaningful years,
Through divorce, finding "true" love, then it's loss with many tears.
He nourished my heart, his presence was so very dear.
And though I have many good memories that are still clear,
There is a gaping hole in my heart where he used to be,
My heart hurts missing him, my clever cuddly little Nickie.
So bright and intelligent, he could have been a movie cat,
Constantly amazing me, he was an astounding acrobat!
I will never forget when I heard an unusual noisy sound,
Turning, I saw him run up the drapes, bringing them crashing down.
No sooner had I picked them up, he dashed for the other set,
Scaling right up those with sharp claws, causing me to really fret.
Then too, his favorite thing was to tightrope walk on those rod rails,
Causing me to fear for his safety, afraid his balance would fail!
I got a tall cat tree, so he could feel adventurous and free,
Because he loved high places for all the sights he could see.
I remember him running on top of cupboards with thundering feet,
Then he'd stop, sit and stare at me, until our gazes would meet.
He always wanted to lay very close, right in my face,
Cuddling right under my chin was his special place,
He added so much to my life, I'm incredibly sad, and I cry,
I'm really angry that his health problems forced him to die.
Now the house is so quiet without his talkative meows,
While I can continue on, I am really not quite sure how,
Because he was so bright and understood me so well,
I'm afraid that my days will be tinged with a feeling of hell.
I expect to see his furry body, no matter where I turn my gaze,
Then I remember he's gone through a heart broken haze.
On his last day, he couldn't even jump up on a low chair,
So I know I did the best thing, to show my love and care.
Now I dread each day, it's hard to go downstairs,
Realizing that I can not expect him to be there.
Everything I did was connected to his comfort and care,
I'm so angry at life for doing this to us, it's just not fair!
Yes, I really miss his green eyed furry face,
No other fur baby could ever take his place!
Still we did the best we could, we had a loving 12 year run,
Now I pray he is in heaven, sleeping peacefully in the sun.
~Lyne's Creations
Comments (12)
cheekyelf
Sorry for you loss of your puds,I had three all gone to pet heaven,only got one left & he is fifteen now.I know exactly how you feel,your worded everything so beautifully & oh so true.by the way a beautiful photo of him.take care xx
bob4artist
Nice memorial. - Bob
BE
I'm so sorry for your loss. :(
GrandmaT
Oh Lyne, I am so sorry for your loss. A magnificent tribute to a beautiful and loving friend. He was a truly gorgeous cat.
eekdog
Well said and sorry for you loss, I lost my Dixie Oct 4th last year. Posted her pic a couple images ago for the Manchester disaster. Your beloved cat will be waiting for you.
ArtistKimberly
Great Capture,
rbowen
I am sorry for the loss of your lovely Nickie. Your poem is very touching. Try to smile when you think of him. Remember the good times. We are all passengers through time. Take care!
mininessie
so sorry for that sweetie!! big hugs!
FurNose
Oh, my! I'm so sorry for your loss! You made a beautiful poem for Nickie. He sure was one phantastic cat. Believe me I can feel your pain just all to well 'cause I went through this several times (just browse my gallery and see). I know how it hurts and I know how irreplaceable every single feline is, I know the big void and the sudden painful silence in the house! I feel with you and my thoughts and prayers are with you! Still I would encourage you not to close your heart but to open your arms and your heart for another Cat (maybe from a shelter) once the pain has eased a little. Though they never can replace your Nickie (nothing can at all), they can bring back a little light an joy to you since they have their own character and their own habits and their own way to show their love - I experienced this so often.
Blessings and hugs to you!
katyee
Your beautiful poem has bought tears to my eyes. I too hope that one day you will be able to love another furry. You bought as much love and joy in Nickie's life as he gave you. We lost our Bu nearly two years ago and it still hurts, she went too young and that is never fair. But even knowing how I would feel, I would do it all again just for the joy of the time we had together. Lots of love to you and thank you for sharing.
Crudelitas
I'm really sorry for your loss. It is hard to lose his good house mate. Nickie was a wonderful cat. I will remember him every time I use his texture for the Millenium Cat.
Boni
I sympathize and empathize. Our fur friends and families are dear to us. I have many who have crossed the rainbow bridge that bring a tear of memories to me. Cherish the memories. He was a dear.