Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (22)
miwi
Excellent done,klasse colours and design!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mininessie
nice! i hope you feel better soon!
jmb007
belle
durleybeachbum
This is glorious, Mies. It reminds me of an intricate embroidery.
VDH Online Now!
Al dansend het nieuwe jaar aanvangen, wat kan je nog meer verlangen Mies ?..misschien dat de griep geen vat op je krijgt ! Maar op de design en de kleuren van deze fractal heb jij wel een meer dan voortreffelijke greep !!!
QuietRiot
This is fantastic. It is filled with movement and joy.
beachsidelegs
Stunning image love it :)
shonsu
Gorgeous mix of colours - Quite incredible
kepp
super colourful image
farmerC
Nou Mies deze is een binnenkomer van grote klasse.
vormen en kleuren heel Mooi gedaan
rhol_figament
Nice one!
Faemike55
beautiful work - very happy
Richardphotos
outstanding gradients and rocking design
chrisann
Excellent!
RodS Online Now!
A very lovely and colorful image, my friend! Hope you feel better quickly!
kgb224
Outstanding work Mies. God bless.
X-PaX
Very nice work Jacomina.
prutzworks
beatiful work
auntietk
Such beautiful colors, and a wonderful pattern! This is exquisite! :)
Glendaw
Wow what a beautiful interpretation of a good ole country hoe down.
The gals swirling skirts look awesome as they promenade around the dance floor with their cowboy partners.
This is a lively and fun filled country music hall that has everyone tapping and clapping the night away.
Thanks for the smiles Mies.
XxOo
ia-du-lin
very nice work
anahata.c
I love the deep oranges here...and the pale pinks, and the aqua blues. And you have these overlapping forms---like mushrooms overlapping with each other: One is right-side-up, the other is upside-down, and so on and so forth...Yes, they look like they're dancing, and locking arms as they dance. It's like a "round" dance, where people dance in a great circle. And your deep center is an 'oval' (actually, it's a pear-shape), where you use those pale greens and pale blues and pale pinks: Those hues are beautiful contrast to your deep oranges and very visceral shapes that dominate the rest of your image. This is gorgeous, Jacomina; and once again you've created a teeming, wild partita, of shapes, forms and colors. Really beautiful.