Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
Comments (19)
X-PaX
Very nice work Jacomina.
Take care.
VDH
Prachtige kat, met een doordringende blik. Vallen is zeker niet iets waar je beter van wordt.en hopelijk blijft dit zonder verdere gevolgen. Het verhaal over jezelf in je jeugd vond ik heel interessant, alzo kan ik mij een beetje een beeld vormen van de mens achter deze poes !!
helanker
Such a beautiful image, Jacomina, but I am sad to read, you have falled. I sincerely hope nothing seriously happened to you. Be well soon !
miwi
FurNose
Absolutely awesome painting!!
npauling
A beautiful painting of this lovely little pussy cat. I think when you hear a crack when you fall you should get it checked. I do hope it will be all right. 😀
Richardphotos
MEOW!! superb painting
Faemike55
Please, please dear Jacomina, get yourself checked out, you could have fractured something. Please?
wonderful art!
anitalee
Excellent work
durleybeachbum
This is so vibrant and full of life..like you!
Do get checked out.....
Glendaw
Aw his colors and markings are gorgeous Mies.
The background, and forefront designs are just as beautiful indeed.
Oh pleeze get yourself checked out in case something is broken ---
Take Care Mies-- I am thinking of you and will get in touch very soon.
Happy New Year to you and Karel.
Love n Hugs
farmerC
Mies dit is een Juweeltje,prachtig gedaan.
iksluit me aan bij de woorden van VDH.
RodS
A lovely portrait of this kitty, my friend!
Get thyself to the doctor.... We're old. We break easy......
steve2
Very beautiful watercolor!
kgb224
Outstanding work Mies. God bless.
auntietk
This is so good! You do really nice work.
I'm so sorry you took a tumble, but am glad you were able to look at it in a way that honored your little girl. :)
Take good care of yourself, my dear, and I hope you heal quickly!
aksirp
Oh, this is wonderful done, love it very much!
anahata.c
This painting has electricity---it almost reminds me of Van Gogh (in your pulsing strokes, and your strong hues, and the way you paint your sky and ground). A very electric painting of a cat. And its eyes are stunning and powerful. And it seems like he is making the landscape vibrate. And this is amazing, for a watercolor: Because it feels more like acrylic or oil, to me: It's very sharp and bold. (I could never get this kind of definition with watercolors: I get lost in the 'water'---my watercolors have too much water and wash. And if I use "dry brushes," then it looks like a dog stepped in my paints and then walked all over the paper, lol. Watercolor isn't "my medium"...) And you leave light next to the cat, esp on the left: This makes the cat stand out.
I know I said, somewhere, that I hoped your injury healed; and if you could heal without a doctor, that's great. As for what you wrote about childhood, I can understand why you'd feel that. And you don't have to apologize: Your depth includes pain as well as joy, and since we get the gifts of your life's journey, you have the right to share its pains too. Hopefully it will help others face their own pains, as well. You never have to apologize for sharing what's inside you with us...you give so many gifts to us, you've earned the right to share some of your struggles...
SunriseGirl
Oh my anahate has perfectly described and commented...I ditto his sentiments.