Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
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Comments (13)
jmb007
beau cadeau
Faemike55
this is a beautiful gift for Mark. Happy Birthday, my friend!
durleybeachbum
This is just fabulous! You are so very clever, Mies!
beachsidelegs
Stunning image my friend love it :)
npauling
Some beautiful spring flowers for Mark. A super fractal Mies.
helanker
An absolutely stunning and wonderful dedi for Mark. He will love it for sure.
VDH
Origineel fractalwerk, mooie fractalbloemen voor een verjaardag, excellent werk Mies !!
farmerC
Exellent werk Mies,een toppertje.
RodS
A beautiful dedication for Mark!
kgb224
Outstanding art work and birthday dedication. Happy birthday Mark. God bless.
SunriseGirl
Beautiful work and sweet of you to post ...no matter late because better later than never
anahata.c
When you read my sitemail, you'll see that I wasn't upset at all about your being 'late'. ("The heart has its own clock and time..." An old saying.) You never forget my birthdays, and I know your life is overwhelmed; so if you're a few days late, it's fine, Jacomina. Anytime is right. And It gives me extra days to celebrate. So don't worry about it at all!
And you made an exquisite image too! You transform fractals into fabric and stone and etchings and glass...this is so "tactile," so touchable. The flowers and leaves feel real. And some are made from gold, some from silk. And your background is a wonderful 'cracked' surface, as if this were a beautiful heirloom (erfstuk) that has been sitting in a closet for many years, and it aged graciously. It's gorgeous. And I didn't know my birthday was also your father's birthday. I do know it was originally considered Bach's birthday---though modern scholars say it was March 31. Still, I know how much Bach means to you, so it's nice that the day was associated with him for many decades.
Thank you so much for what you wrote, for your wishes: I appreciate it all. I know it's not easy for you to post, write and comment. And I appreciate all you did for me. I hope you're doing well, as de lente settles in. And my blessings to you and Karel for the holiday too! Thanks so much again, Jacomina, it's wonderful.
ia-du-lin
Beautiful creation.