Dochtersions: Hello everybody! Under the name "dochtersions" I started, at the suggestion of my dear husband, in sharing my photos, fractals, and also some paintings, and other 2D art here at Renderosity. That was in January of 2010. I still use my two owls as avatar, which is a reduced image of one of my oil paintings.
The name "dochtersions" came into my head as only one, when I was looking for a name for my blog that I started in 2007.
This name is not that strange, as I know that God is my real father and mother at the same time, and I know that God loves me more and deeper than a man can aware of (or at least I think this way)
I live in the South of The Netherlands together with my retired husband. I've had various occupations. In my last job, I was working as an assistant to a paediatrician and a rehabilitation specialist. When I had children, I graduated "health awareness", and gave lectures on various topics, plus vegetarian cooking classes to teenagers.
My husband and I have together two daughters and four grandchildren. Which all live abroad, to be precise in Lacey (WA-USA) and Davos in Switzerland.
I've always been busy with all kinds of creativity. As a child I drew a lot, later pottery, needle art, tapestries, weaving, batik art, macramé, etc. Painting with oil was my last great hobby.
Around about the year 2000 I started having unexplained physical symptoms as well as insomnia, which was later diagnosed as having PTSD. It turned out that I had repressed a traumatized youth. However, the physical symptoms made that I no longer could be busy with my passions, the real painting, and other activities (f.e. reading books, gardening, travelling), which I was doing without a limit.
What I can stay doing well in limited form, is playing music on my mandolin and my guitar, and also to enjoy/listen my favourite music, which is including the cantatas of J.S. Bach and his sons , f.e. also music from G.F. Handel, G.Ph. Telemann, a.s.o. This is also the kind of music that my husband (on its church organ) and I (on my mandolin) play together.
After being diagnosed with PTSD a lot changed and I was forced to look for alternatives in which I could express myself. That is, that for years I started writing, and poetry, which go quite intense and as a sort of automatic. Unfortunately, my knowledge of the English language is not sufficient enough, so I write in my mother tongue, with sometimes a few exceptions. The thoughts come to my mind right at unexpected moments, and it’s wonderful, to surrendering to your train of thoughts.
In the encounter more and more of impossibilities, in connection with, f.e continuous pains, I learned to shift my gaze. Searching for distractions and alternatives, I learned to focus my happy mind on all the wonderful and admirable little things in the world around me.
My husband since 1968 Karel (kareldg on RR) bought a small pocket camera for me, and taught me to work with Fractal Explorer. Through my little Sony camera I learned to look differently, to see deeper; to see the details, the structure, how refined, and just so unique the small ones are in God's creation.
What is one of my daily tasks is trying to support people who suffer from PTSD, but they suffer more in an emotional way, and I can understand them and listen to their story (digital) they trust me.
Renderosity: What projects are you currently working on?
Dochtersions: Of course I would love to take more concrete technical knowledge to me (to acquire), and follow tutorials, how to work with Ultra Fractal, Mandelbulb, etc.. The capabilities of PSP investigate and experiment with it.
The manual of my current camera (Canon PowerShot SX50HS, and as pocket camera Panasonic DMC-TZ35, since 2020 I use a Canon PowerShot SX70HS). I would like to sift through, and experiment with it. But exactly that kind of things, such as reading comprehension, concentration, makes this especially, by the constant dominating intense facial pain, really impossible.
All in all, I continue to look for improvement, while in the meantime trying to be light-hearted, happy and hopeful, to be open to everything that's coming my way. I enjoy art, stay in the nature, the outer man/woman in me, the love that I've been given, to realize this, and to be thankful for. Wherever I am happy with is that I am able to meet so many lovely people through RR. Unfortunately, only digital, but I'm also grateful.
Comments (14)
miwi
Beautiful colours,klasse design!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eekdog
Interesting fractal indeed.
netot
It makes my imagination fly! I see a peacock, then a snail that becomes a cloud, a beautiful dragon and I can continue to see and imagine the whole night ... (Here is almost 9 pm). Beautiful, Jacomina!!
RodS
We could certainly use a 'happy' new year, couldn't we?
This is a wonderful and colorful treat for the eyes, my friend!
A_Sunbeam
Lovely design and colours!
helanker
WOW I see octopusses dancing do gracefully with their eyes smiling to us :-) SO beautiful it is Jacomina. BW!!
beachsidelegs
Stunning image :)
farmerC
Mies dit is echt een "PLAATJE ".
voormij een van je Mooiste.
kepp
super colourful image lovely work
Richardphotos
very charming and original fractal art
rhol_figament
Some cool fractal work...
ia-du-lin
Great abstract fractal work. Beautiful colors.
anahata.c
You aren't sure if this is a 'happy new year' or not, lol---I understand: You're images have so many expressions, it's hard to say they're "this" or "that". This is a beautiful image: A pair of fractal creatures meeting and embracing. They 'embrace' with their tails, locked in love, maybe? And they seem to be underwater....or else, they're flying above the water. They're beautiful, especially with those beautiful blues and purples.
And this 'meeting' takes place over a primal ocean surface........and under a sky with etchings in it (of similar shapes and 'beings'). A primal, mysterious and opulent image. I wish a wonderful New Year to you too, Jacomina, and thank you for your wonderful offerings here, and your wonderful loving comments. I appreciate all your efforts, anytime you are here.
Glendaw
So the underwater life celebrates the New Year as well.
These two octopuses certainly are rejoicing and smiling as they dance across the water bed.
I sure hope you and Karel are having a great New Year.
I am so far behind keeping in touch. Please forgive me.
In short, I don't have a real good reason.
My aches and pains have made me isolate myself from the outside world.
Slowly but surely I am making my way back into the real world,
I think of you often, like to see you on Facebook and hopefully will make a come back living with these crazy pains.
Some days worse than others as you very well know.
My physio therapist is working very hard to help me cope, but of course would like to see me pain free. Ha Ha..