Sideways... by Navi
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Hello everyone :) , it's been a long time... My apologies for being away for such a long time, and without giving any news on top of that, but something happened to me about 6 months ago, and it caused me to stay offline for a MUCH longer time than I expected Oo. I had some collapses back in january, and after some exams at the hospital, they said it was a panic trouble Oo. The first 2 months were an absolute nightmare (was literally stuck in the same state than just after the 2nd collapse happened). It started to slowly improve after that, but this is so slow that 6 months later, I'm still to it :( . I'm feeling much better these days (hopefully), but I still have to take these anxiolytics, and I still have some "blocages", 3D and video games are in the list :/ (I had to quit smoking as well heh...).
As you can see, I've finally managed to make a render :) , but this is the very 1st one since the last picture I posted back in early january. I couldn't stay in front of the computer because of that panic thing, all I could do in the last 6 months was reading books, basically. I tried again about one month ago, and I had to give up after only 15-20 mn working on the picture, because I was just feeling, erm, strange Oo. But it seems things are slowly going back to normal, that time I managed to complete the work on my picture :D .
In any case, I'm almost sure I won't be back in the same way I used to be before all that, I'll try to post a picture sometimes, and come see the galleries sometimes as well, but I won't spend all my time on the PC like I used to do before; pretty sure about that. I stopped playing bass about 10 years ago when I went in Poser and 3D :) , and now I think it's time for a change, so I'm back on the bass :) . Oh well, sorry for writing a book, but I wanted to let you know what happened, and why I disappeared.
I hope everyone is OK here on Rendero :) .
Thanks everyone, and sorry again for the BIG blank... I never thought this would last so long in the first place ! (we have to post a picture to say hello here on Rendero, so it didn't make things easy for me lol).
ps : Thanks Luc for the Lei ;)
Comments (28)
Faemike55
Great picture you've created. The only thing I ask of you is to take it one day at a time. Please.
Navi
Thank you very much Mike :)
eekdog Online Now!
Been awhile since your last Nico. Looking mighty fine. Sounds like you've been through alot. Hope things are getting better.
Navi
Thanks a lot Steve :)
Jean_C
Vraiment désolé de ce qui t'est arrivé ces derniers temps, Nico. C'est sûr que la vie peut nous résever de ces surprises dont on se passerait bien. En tous cas, tu as l'air d'être sur la bonne voie de rétablissement, j'en suis heureux, prends soin de toi! Superbe image, Nicolas!
Navi
Merci beaucoup Jean-Claude :)
mtdana
I'm so sorry and glad you are feeling better, your troublemaker looks like she has been worried about you too!!! Best to listen to your body and do the activities that keep you healthy my friend!!! Thank you for all your wonderful artwork and for this update - keep getting better and have fun!!!
Navi
Thank you very much my friend :)
jancas
Stunning work
Navi
Thank you ! :)
Leije
Je suis désolée pour ce qui t'est arrivé, Nicolas, et la musique pourra sûrement t'aider à remonter la pente.......prends soin de toi, et je te souhaite que tout aille bien pour toi de mieux en mieux.......en tout cas ta petite est bien mignonne, avec son petit air pensif.......
Navi
Merci beaucoup Danielle :)
3DClassics123456
Ben ça alors! Comment imaginer que le créateur de ces petites jeunes femmes/filles qui ont l'air si heureuses ait eu ce type de problèmes? La vie n'est pas toujours simple! Allez, requinque-toi et continue à nous faire rêver!
Navi
Oui je sais, c'est ironique en effet :D (je rigolais moins au début, mais là ça va mieux, donc je peux me moquer de moi sans crainte heh), merci beaucoup mon ami :)
Saby55
Spectacular and excellent work, my friend! Greetings!👏👏👏👍🖐
Navi
Thank you my friend :)
rto3d
nice one ... like & fav
glad to read things are going better over the time, take care !!
don't get stressed .... one step after the other ... bound to your liking
Navi
Thank you very much my friend :)
rajib
It is good to see you after a long while. So sorry to hear about your bad heath. You take good care of yourself. We did miss your cuties, but health comes first and everything else needs to wait. I wish you a speedy recover to full health. And I am sure your cuties will be by your side to help your recover faster !
Navi
Thank you very much my friend :)
Kordouane
Magnificent
I thought Navi had disappeared, but here he is back. I have just read your text, I hope the translator is reliable, but I understand your situation. 3D absorbs us so much that it quickly becomes a drug and I know what I'm talking about. I wish you the best and to vary your hobbies so that it doesn't happen again. I'm also taking my foot off the gas because there's a break in me that slows me down in inspiration and I feel like not everything I do is beautiful. Good luck to you, Kordouane friendship
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Navi
Thank you very much for the kind words/Merci beaucoup :D
UteBigSmile
She's a lil cutie! (I feel also very sorry to read about your health, as I am not very often online for the moment (big health problems as well) I just saw your image by incident, wish you good luck and take care!!!! Greetings from Luxembourg, Ute
Navi
Thank you very much Ute, and take care ! :)
Diemamker
Good to hear you're getting better! I hope it get better for you. well if you can only stop by form time to time that's ok. just take it one day at a time! still great image!
Navi
Thank you very much my friend :)
rbowen
My best wishes to you to feel better soon. I missed your beautiful images. Now I know why. You went through a very difficult time. I am sorry. Your beautiful character and scene are great! It will be a pleasure to view your images again. For now, take care, and best of luck! Hugs!
Navi
Thank you very much for the kind words my friend :)
makennedy
Very glad to see from you again and see that you are still around. Her mood certainly says it all. Very nice job!
Navi
Thanks a lot my friend :)
g1tip
Excellent work, as always !!! Good to see you back !!!
Navi
Thank you very much my friend :)
Richardphotos
very sorry about your health issues. I get depressed, but not on that level.she is gorgeous as always and a superb pose. sure glad that you could stop by. there is a country western song here that has the words " stop by anytime to wish to, since I am here till closing time"
Navi
Thank you very much for the kind words Richard :)
byteline
Great work!
Navi
Thank you my friend :)
starship64
It sounds like you've had a rough time. I'm glad you're feeling better! I'd say not to worry too much about how often you're able to post, the important thing is taking care of your health. And however often you do post, I'll look forward to seeing your wonderful creations.
This picture is a real beauty. Nicely done.
Navi
Thank you very much for the kind words my friend :)
FurNose
Oh, my gosh! You obviously went through quite a hard time and it seems not over yet! Take time to do stuff, that helps your health and don't excuse for not being here for so long. How often do we sit in front of the computer and forget about the real things that make us happy and that really last. Music is always a good way to relax. Albert Schweitzer once said:"there are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: Music and cats!" And he was so darn right, because I have the luck to have both of them. Thank god I didn't have any health issues yet, but harddisk crashes in the past made me think about less virtual and more real things. So I took more time for real things like rc modelling or as said before making music. I wish you a quick and good recovery! My prayers go out to you! May the ever loving creator god help you, heal you and protect you! Be blessed and take care!
Navi
Thanky ou very much for the kind words my friend, much appreciated :)
pchef
Je te souhaite de bien te rétablir. Elles nous manquaient ces petites chipies ! Jolie scène. Elle a l'air un peu tristounette.
Navi
Merci beaucoup Pierre :) , tristounette ? J'irais pas jusque là, moins rigolarde que d'habitude, disons :)
KarmaSong
L'existence est faite de ces périodes où tout roule du feu de Dieu, et ensuite, plus rien ne va, alors qu'on se sent protégé et fort de son expérience de vie...Je suis à la fois désolé pour ce que tu as du traverser, et content de revoir cette nouvelle petite frimousse qui voit le jour sous ce soleil d'été presque un peu trop chaud ! Une superbe création en tout cas, tu n'as pas perdu la main... En parallèle, je vois que nous avons une passion commune dévorante et trop souvent négligée: la musique ! Qui sait si je n'aurai pas besoin d'un bassiste pour mes claviers et ma guitare ?!!! Bon rétablissement, en tout cas !
Navi
Merci beaucoup pour ces gentils mots, je ne savais pas que nous avions cette passion en commun ;) , encore que dans mon cas, j'ai été de retour à la case "débutant", après plus ou moins 10 ans d'arrêt total :) - Ca commence à revenir doucement, heureusement. Merci encore :)
RodS Online Now!
Well you certainly haven't lost your talent for creating these wonderful renders, my friend! Glad you're doing better, and my thoughts and prayers are with you for continued healing and improvement. Take your time and visit when you can - your health is the most important priority now. 😊
Navi
Thank you very much Rod, no worries I'll do :)
rhol_figament
Poor troublemakers, no wonder the party wound down and all the girls went home. Hopefully when the storm passes the music will start up and the gals will once again be seen in their natural habitats of the pool and beach, lol. Hang tough Nav...
Navi
Thank you very much Rhol, and yeah, they complained about unemployment, but hey, I do what I can :D
JoeJarrah
welcome back and best wishes for the future
Delightful render and composition, both the DoF and PoV are exceptional
Navi
Thank you very much :)
anitalee
So sorry. Glad you are doing better, very good to see you back. Wonderful work
Navi
Thank you very much :)
Daddywolf
It Makes Me Happy To See Your Art Again!
minkura
on the thumb I thought this was a photograph. just great render. totally adorable and the light set is awesome! stars from me :)