Screen Test 1 - Jennifer Moran by ScarabGraphics
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Although this image is rushed, it's been one of the most powerful for me to make. I've had this character in my mind for 12 years. I'm showing her with her eyes closed and her face turned away because I'm not sure yet what she's going to do or say. It's only now that I see her in a recording studio that I begin to understand the world I created around her. I've learned a lot about my own daydreams about rock music by beginning this project. It's a magical experience for me.
I'm frustrated because of all the overtime I'm doing at work. It's getting me tons of money to go to London next year and research this novel, but it's cutting into my time to adjust lighting and take tutorials on Poser and Adobe. However I'm very happy that I can feel myself getting into the habit of turning out a steady stream of new work.
A very strange thing just happened. This character dies of cancer. I posted this picture this morning (10/6/2020) and then this afternoon the news came out that Eddie Van Halen died of cancer today. So R.I.P. Eddie. I'm continuing to explore the ghostly connection of this story, hopefully with his help.
Comments (1)
eekdog
I like her Halloween texture on her punk me outfit I also use. Many unemployed would enjoy the hours you get. I only get about 15 a week.
ScarabGraphics
I feel for you Eekdog, but I want to encourage you to believe that everything happens for a higher reason - if that's not too personal a suggestion. As an example, this character is a rock star who dies of cancer - my story is a sad gothic tragedy. This is the first time I've depicted her and on the very day I posted this, the news came out that Eddie Van Halen died of cancer. I find that eerie, but even though it's sad it gives me faith that life is synchronized by a higher power. I hope that encourages you. And as always, thanks for your comments. They mean a lot!