https://magazine.renderosity.com/article/4317/utebigsmile-uses-art-to-cope-with-the-tragedies-of-life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYZt4GvqzLk
We are very proud to announce the winner of this months "Artist of the Month" - Ute Reichling [UteBigSmile]. Ute received nearly twice the number of votes from the Renderosity community for the Artist of the Month. She is a highly regarded artist and friend to many in the community. Ute works primarily with DazStudio and in Mixed Mediums, as you can see in her gallery. She is a talented and imaginative artist who creates evocative imagery which is often infused with themes of fantasy, science fiction, folklore and domestic scenes from history. Ute has contributed an astonishing 3,457 digital artworks since joining Renderosity in 2005.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi8RJ4m7sbU
Renderosity 2015 Artist of the Year: UteBigSmile
I'm very happy to announce that after a week of voting Renderosity members have overwhelmingly chosen UteBigSmile as the Renderosity Artist of the Year! Ute is a strong member of the community having posted over 3,000 of her artworks to Renderosity galleries since she joined in 2005. She was chosen "Artist of the Month" for June, 2015 and works primarily with Daz Studio and Mixed Mediums. As you can see from the video she created of her 2015 artworks (see below), UteBigSmile is a talented and imaginative artist. Renderosity congratulates her on being chosen Artist of the Year for 2015. My private Homepage: http://www.uterene.lu/utebigsmile/
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Good morning to you all, take care, stay safe and healthy!
(Text written by Francisca Gomes)
To everyone who's struggling with anxiety, or any other problem. To anyone simply going throught a bad day, a bad week, whatever... I have a message for you guys. It's written from heart and mind. It's not a way of getting likes. It's not a way of getting anything besides a positive outcome on your lives. I know this may not help some, or anyone at all. I've had a pretty bad response the last times I've tried to do it. But I also helped some people. So, I'll try again, because I really don't want to give up on this.
I have anxiety. I know how hard it is get throught it every single day. Specially now, during quarentine, it feels like the world is ending. It feels like things get worse and worse. But I geniually want to make some change. I want you to know that your not crazy, your not alone and your not going to be sad forever. The most important thing in life(as much as society tries to deny it constantly) is our happiness. When we have anxiety, we feel like we're about to die, like we can't feel anything, anymore. It really seems like it's going to be forever. Like there's no way we'll want to live. But it's not true. I've been there, I know people who have been there. I'm asking you to be open. To open yourself to the ones you have around you. And, regardless of their reaction, keep going. If they don't belive/listen to you, keep asking for help. If you're still at school/college, please tell a teacher. Tell every single one, every employe-if you need to. I doubt that you'll end up with none of them caring. If you still can trust your family, please be open to them. You shouldn't have to carry any pain on your own. Never be ashamed. And don't let messed up people hurt you and let you down. I know how hard it is to be strong. I know how hard it is to talk. There's a lot of shame surrounding every single trauma, every single panic attack(I have them constantly). But there shouldn't be. We have ourselves. We don't need other people to ruin us. Getting hurt and getting throught the worst just means we can do it. We need people to help us. To take care and protect us. We're better, stronger and wiser than who or what's hurting us. We need to have people by our side. And, ultimately. NOTHING that has hurt us will ever define us. What defines us, is who we want to be. And NOTHING can stop us from being happy again. And we'll be. Once our pain is no longer just a secret. Once it's known by other people, once we get support, we are free. Everyone goes throught something or more. Depression exists and it's a problem. It's not our fault if we have it. We shouldn't apologyse for a problem we have. And no one, besides us, is ever able to decide who we are and who we will be. Please don't hurt you're body. It is what takes you everywhere, what let's you walk, run and breathe. Uglyness and beauty is just an opinion. Someone can find you ugly and someone can find you beautiful. There's no definition for it. It's about people's taste and aesthetic outlook. Don't care if others hate you. Love yourself, and your personality. It's okay to have a million flaws. No one put a rule asking you to be perfect, even if they do, no one is. So that would be hypocritical. And to end this long text I've written, please, don't end your life. I'm not saying any of this because it's what we should say to end up suicide. I'm saying this because we're not simple things, we're all different. We all have our pesonalities. We all have something that no one can copy. We all want to be loved, heared and taken care of. And if we aren't, we will be. Be open, don't hide your worris, your pain, your hurt.
That's what I had to tell. I'm sorry for the long text, but I felt like I wanted to do this, I wanted to help. A hug!
Hi Joe, look at YouTube "Poets of the Fall" (Love Will Come to You) it's a german group and you might love their songs as much as I do - Great guitar player!
PS. Just got the CD today as a gift from my german friend Elke (Crudelitas)
Wow. I've known you and Doc for just over 10 years here on Rendo. And I have to say this is one of the most beautiful things I've read in a very, very long time. It brought tears. It shows the depth of your wisdom, strength, and love. Thank you, Ute.
Despite the darkness of these days, the stress, the hate, and the ugliness of current affairs, there is still light and beauty in this world. And it will always overcome the darkness. 👍👍
Thanks for the site mail. The words written here are true. Just like the woman in your image, sometimes things can feel overwhelming and dark, painful and cold. There's always light and there's always hope; even when we fall down. Keep moving forward, my friend, and stay safe.
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Comments (21)
DukeNukem2005
Very beautiful and very nice!
aerodreams
brrrrrrrrrrrrr j'ai peur
beachsidelegs
Wonderful image my friend :)
Tracesl
excellent
Paulienchen
schön gemacht gefällt mir ein schöner Render
ontar1
Great writing and awesome image!
VEDES
Fantastic work and scene!!!fav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VDH
Een nachtmery is zeker niet iets om vrolijk van te worden, zeker ook niet voor deze dame, dat zie je goed aan haar uitdrukking !
Leije
Super, ta scène, avec ce beau personnage et toutes ces chauve-souris, bravo, Ute !
Et merci pour le crédit.....
JoeJarrah
Excellent work, and well chosen words. We all have our demons, in one form or another...
UteBigSmile
Hi Joe, look at YouTube "Poets of the Fall" (Love Will Come to You) it's a german group and you might love their songs as much as I do - Great guitar player! PS. Just got the CD today as a gift from my german friend Elke (Crudelitas)
eekdog Online Now!
Cool haunting image Ute. Words well said also.
artdreamer
Een enge en indrukwekkende creatie. Sorry Ute, ik heb geen tijd om op al je mooie creaties te reageren, ik ben weinig online de laatste dagen.
daggerwilldo
Your words and your art speak of wisdom and compassion. Very fine work in both. Thank you for sharing and caring.
Nightwind
A great image and a great piece of writing to accompany it. hugs
RodS Online Now!
Wow. I've known you and Doc for just over 10 years here on Rendo. And I have to say this is one of the most beautiful things I've read in a very, very long time. It brought tears. It shows the depth of your wisdom, strength, and love. Thank you, Ute.
Despite the darkness of these days, the stress, the hate, and the ugliness of current affairs, there is still light and beauty in this world. And it will always overcome the darkness. 👍👍
Awesome work on the image, too!
jmattatall
Well said
AureliusdeMercoeur
Une excellente scène bien réalisée ! Et un texte fort et important dont on a bien besoin en ce moment ! Merci pour le partage, Ute !
bakapo
Thanks for the site mail. The words written here are true. Just like the woman in your image, sometimes things can feel overwhelming and dark, painful and cold. There's always light and there's always hope; even when we fall down. Keep moving forward, my friend, and stay safe.
UteBigSmile
I do my best sweetie and I hope the same for you?!! 😘
miwi
Fabtastic image,mal wieder sehr gut gemacht,gefällt mir gut. Sorry for the short comment, but for two days now I've felt like a truck hit me
misumu
Thank you for speaking to the pain that so many people carry in silence fearing scorn from the unsympathetic.
jancas
Nice work and powerful message