ya .. this would be scary if it was real.. funny how life sucks ... so. last monday (labor day) I went to the zoo with my mother.. we had fun . waked around I took lots of photos she took a few with her phone. went to dinner (had to show proof of vaccination and id ) so .. no problem there.. i've had both shots. in manitoba we have a card with a qr code that says we had both shots .. no worries.. tuesday .. no problem. .. wednesday morning, hubby slept in ..got him up and ready for work.. only to find out that our garage was broken into ..2 mountain bikes taken, (cut through the locks). they took my yellow electric scooter but left it in the neighbors yard.. guess they found out trying to push a 200 lb bike isn't easy.. nor did they find the keys for it.. they did take a charger but .. the one that didn't work anymore. they took lots of tools.. pretty much emptied the freezer that was in the garage and the mini fridge. .. ransacked the van. he left it unlocked.. took both pairs of his prescription sunglasses (why he kept both in the van who knows). took the registration papers for the van.. some other stuff that was in there.. not entirely sure of everything that was taken, ..change purse with money ... found out about keys for our trailer that we kept in the glove compartment .. yesterday so now have to find a locksmith ..a new generator. lets just say a lot.. .. yes I have insurance.. and i've contacted the police who .. will probablly do nothing.. I have $1000 deductible which if I make the claim will go up.. and well payments will problably go up... so.. I don't know.. what to do...hubby is like oh.. you must've left the garage open and went for a walk.. ya. sure.. I like to say hey .. come check out my stuff maybe come back and take it.. uh huh.. my fault got it. my mother is like . oh you can bet they will be back. move the freezer out of the garage. .and put it where it's a small house. ? not that many places to put it near a plug.... i'm renting told the landlord .. she sent someone here on thursday to look at the garage door and perhaps get me a better that we can actually lock up better (it's a sliding barn door now). but who knows if they will actually fix it. I almost feel like she is blaming me too my mother that is. i'm just not in a good place right now. and of course mother in law is bugging me too..sometimes I wonder why i'm still alive. what for ? to get blamed for everything ? to pay for everything??? what? I grew up being told I was good for nothing woulldn't amount to much. no man wants a fat woman.. long hair is supposed to make you look beautiful no one will EVER call you that.. and yes .. 95 % of that was from my mother. her mother put me down too.. my father told me he never wanted a daughter. .. so. why do I bother? if you want to see the rest of the zoo photos look here https://www.cdunningphotography.ca/p1050452785 i did start a gofundme page .. but haven;t published it yet..because I have a lot of people on facebook family that don't need to know i'm putting one up? i'm not sure how to post on facebook without showing it to them.. https://gofund.me/3ad03ec2