my heart is breaking. my little girl is dying. she hasn't been the same since my boy salem went missing on october 13th he wasn't feeling well .. and he went outside and disappeared.. I have the diabetic ulcer on my right foot and couldn't go look for him.. I can walk a little better now.. but .. he would've been back . I will post another photo. we went to the humane society and picked up a 3 yr old boy thinking he might help her feel better with another cat in the house .. but she is going downhill fast..I made the appointment for this saturday morning to .. well.. end her suffering .. in a way i hope I don't need to go t that and she just goes to sleep.. 2 weeks ago took her to the vet because she didnt look good.. found out diabetic and stage 3 kidney disease.. been giving her her shots..but...now she doenst want to eat.. and she is having trouble even walking.. so... it's time. I have been sitting her crying.. she is 15.. i've had her for 14 years...