there is a a feeling deep inside, but it's hiding in plain sight. as i slowly open the door , i feel like i'm hitting the floor. too close for comfort, too far to get hurt as you draw near , my feeling of fear shift me in another direction this is a wierd contraption my feelings inside aren't meant to be outside let me be the one that is closed for the pain i can not hold i wil not open my doors i will not shut you out but i will not let my feelings run about it's a fear that i can't explain let me be the one that soothes your pain This will change it no name i will edit this in the forseeable future