Missing Mitch by Anim8dtoon
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I'm going through a very difficult time in my life and this image reflects the pain I'm experiencing. My roommate, with whom I've fallen in love, suddenly moved out without warning at a critical period when I needed him to be there for me. I've been depressed ever since, with bouts of crying and not wanting to eat, etc., etc.
I miss everything about him: his goofy antics and making me laugh, his teasing me, the wonderful meals he cooked for us both, his thoughtfulness and caring, his sexy smile, the rapport between him and my pitbull Dharma, and so much more. I even miss his flaws. We have been in communication since then, but he's given me no indication as to whether he'll move back in or not.
I know that he's had a very troubled past filled with trauma which makes it very difficult for him to open up to anyone, but I have told him he can trust me and that I'll never judge him. I deeply regret saying the things I said that hurt him and caused him to leave. I so wish I could take them back, but it is too late. Is it too late for us? I pray that he will realize what a great thing we had going and come back to me in the near future. I miss you, Mitch, more than you'll ever know.....
Comments (5)
zaqxsw
A very sad but beautiful image. I hope you can find some soleus in the sympathy of a stranger... and I'm far from an expert in affairs of the heart, had such a love myself, but it seems to me that so long as you are communicating there's a chance to reconcile. My best wishes that you find your way through these troubling times.
Anim8dtoon
Zaqxsw, thank you so much for your wonderful compliment on my image! I fervently hope that Mitch and I find our way back to each other in the near future. He has all the qualities and then some that I want in a man. Please keep your fingers crossed for us, and thank you again!
CassandraNorth Online Now!
Oh, sweetie, this really breaks my heart! Beautiful image, I hope you will manage to sort things out. I don't think he realise that he found gold in you ❤️
Anim8dtoon
Cassie, thank you so much for your sweet comments! I think you are right, I don't think he realizes just yet what he has in me, and I hope and pray he wakes up soon to that fact.
FurNose
Oh, Boy, I'm so sorry for your situation and hope for you, that everything comes back together. At least there is still hope and a chance, that the events can turn. I often think on all those ukrainian Wifes, womans and Girls who's beloved one had to go into an unjustified war against Russians. Many of them will not have a chance to come back together, because he fell in the fight. So I wish you all the best and that everything will turn out good again...
Beautiful and touching Image by the way...!
Anim8dtoon
FurNose, thank you so much for your kind comments -- they are much appreciated!
Anim8dtoon
UPDATE: my roommate has moved back in as of last night (7/14/22) and I could not be happier! We agreed that we would not take each other for granted and be more sensitive to each other's feelings. I'm not the only one; my dog, Dharma, was so delirious with joy that it took her a good hour or more to get her settled down. Prayers DO get answered!
VirtualCity
Good for You!
Anim8dtoon
Thank you, VirtualCity!