yourself by kracker

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inspired by a few people Perfect example of just living in yourself. It's like everyone else matters and your attitude has to be happy. Don't ever show that you're depressed, or in love. JUST SHOW THAT YOUR O FUCING K. Just show them a smile, smirk, anything to get them away from you. Just something to shy away fromyour depression. After all it's only being depressed, WHAT doesthat even matter!? It's just you. Don't ever forgetthat, show nobody nothing, just smile, just shy away from yourself. SHOW NOBODY NOTHING Just say you're always happy, just tell them this and that. Me personally, I am not stupid. I'm constantly depressed, and unfortuantly I can see yours in so many differant ways. BUT don't show nobody DON'T BRING THE GROUP DOWN, youre nothing new, nobody cares. Just smile, shake a hand, give a smirk, say "everythings fine" with a big giggle/laugh. Just show them youre in a good mood. "everything is ok" "everything is ok" "everything is ok" "everything is ok" "everything is ok" Fuck, I have no clue how many times i've pulled this off myself. People can be so blind, or just don't care what you think. It's even more depressing. It gives an incredible feeling of being so shutout, being a nobody with friends, but with no friends. Everyones a fake, and don't you forget it. People don't show for reasons, that's there reasons, if they want to say something or act a way, THEY WILL.

Comments (16)

Tanialmeida

7:07AM | Sun, 16 February 2003

... me myself and i and the lonely game of masks ...

JordyArt

8:40AM | Sun, 16 February 2003

Absolutely Amazing. Having the figure over to the left like that totally adds to his isolation....nice...

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NightShadow

9:19AM | Sun, 16 February 2003

Vey cool image indeed..

dimension7

10:05AM | Sun, 16 February 2003

i advise you to smile every once in a while, or at least pretend.

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Synapse

10:23AM | Sun, 16 February 2003

About the pic: it's incredible, I can't fault it. You're a master at showing how you feel in the most unbearable, hallucinogenic, genius way. It pushes all the right buttons for me. About the text: not everyone is a fake, believe it or not. Okay we're all shown not to wear our heart on our sleeve, we're all shown to just go through that mind-numbing "hi, you all right?"/"Yes thanks are you?" ritual but some people generally are concerned. I don't know what I can say to lighten your mood, I just feel sad for it. Don't wanna be trite here but sometimes I wish I could just fly over to Canada, give you a bear hug and fly back again

Legion-Khan

12:05PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

Agree with Synapse on the character assesment...I'm lucky enough to have good friends who I can say to f#&k off to once in awhile and they know better than to take it personally...besides fake smiles make my face hurt.... ;) cool image.

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daeve

12:33PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

WOW!! Awesome!!! Love the textures. Very nice work!!

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bevchiron

1:01PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

Your art is so powerful I don't even need to read the words, this amazing work evokes so much empathy & pain.

Lorraine

1:31PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

great job!

gallimel

3:16PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

The work is amazing, blossoming directly from real sensitivity and talent.HUGE talent. But on the specific of the meaning of your text, I not only second Synapse, but I am telling you it helps you to accept your depression with "phylosophy" of nihilism. Because at that point, it's better to create elaborated thoughts for justifying the inaction and the hiding behaviour than try to fight for escaping depression in itself. It's Easier is to accept the loss without fighting. But it's not better. If everyone is fake in your world, then so are you. But I don't believe you are a fake, and many more than you would love to assume aren't fake either. Don't generalize your bad experience, and give the outer space a chance. Not all is meant to be a reason for bleedin.There are peopel who suffered like your for depression, but at a certain point, they realized this life has to be lived, and they reacted at their inner pain and unsatisfaction. They learnt firstly to love themselves, then they loved the others and the outside from them.It takes one simple thing. The will. But you gotta risk, and for takin the risk, it can take lot of bravery too. Don't let your beautiful art being the only thing of you you'll let the world know about you for real. That'd be such a waste,and something which will never allow you to be okay.

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gunsan

4:03PM | Sun, 16 February 2003

Truely a masterpiece, so powerful in expression! About the text I second Meli and Synapse.

tuerda

12:34PM | Wed, 19 February 2003

Please send me a photograph of yourself so I can hang it on my wall and worship you like a god. I mean . . . seriously(!!): We are not worthy of commenting on this. It kicks all of our asses way too hard. Your work should go in a museum!

keeba17

12:57AM | Thu, 27 February 2003

very dramatic, powerful and inspirational. excellent

Omen555

9:56PM | Thu, 27 February 2003

Look around. This IS a Museum. Preston, you are right about people. There are secrets they will never tell anyone...ever...and when we find ourselves alone...though it be fucking ironic, we all feel the same at that dark moment.

gab-mag

6:18PM | Sat, 07 June 2003

I'm depressed at least 5 days per week, so I think I could understand. This is really awesome, you're talented, man! Awesome work!

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