Hurt by ex_cal
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Description
"I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"
Originally performed by NIN. This image was inspired by the Johnny Cash cover. Powerful song that immediately struck home. Anyone who knows me will know why that is.
Poser and Painter 8.
This one might be made into a print if I get any demand.
Comments (15)
JVRenderer
Dark lyrics and a dark artwork to go with it. Good work. :o)
jadedjane
A crystaline heart will shatter into a hundred thousand pieces and rip to shreds the soul of its bearer and that of those close by. painfully beautiful anson - hugs, Jane
FA-Q
thats coollooking..
stonemason
Well if your others were dark,this is darker still,your figures are taking on an almost abstract quality,very nice.and a great series Cal...now after seeing this I'm off to find your "Rabbit in your headlights" pic,still cant get it out of my head,
arfarfarf
Wow, very powerful picture. Outstanding.
BonBonish
Very beautiful artwork! -- BonBonish
MaskofDeath
Wonderful job with the art,Darlin'. Yes you can start again and I am by your side to help you find the way. I'm not giving up on your,Hon. Hang in there as there is coming a brighter day. I see your pain,I feel your pain, I know your pain,but yet here am I to remain forever your friend to the very end. {{{hugz}}} Just keep focusing on the horizon,you will find your mountain of safety and when you do,I will be there to greet you with arms wide open as I always do. Remember Anson,you are never truly alone with me fighting by your side. We shall conquer and win,My Friend. :o)
lahavana
It's beautiful, but painful as always... I'd gladly trade away some of the beauty, just to see you happy again. Wonderful image anyway. It irradiates feeling.
Terraflora3D
a powerfull picture in wonderfull colors....(pain is the best friend of a good artist)....excellent work!
PixyPainter
Theres so much depth and feeling to this and I love it so much. Your work really does amaze me, and I always love seeing it. Pix :-)
Ondine
OOO neat...very nice colors...great texture use.
Elfenone
I love the art.. but I detest that you have to suffer pain again. I'm feeling some too.. so I'm feeling you.. Take care sweet friend.
SpiritofGabriel
This is a powerful statement of your inner torment! Love the picture - hate that your in pain. Take care!
Moebius87
Your art speaks in an intimate way that very few digital artist are able to convey as powerfully, nor as personally. It pains me to know that your suffering is the source of your work. Hang in there, bud.
jtorgler
Agree with Moe... I'll be praying for you continually...