been there ever so recently.......... alls great when things go well. One little bump.... and you don;t exist.........

Ouch....that hurts....you have a good way with words....liked it...well done

I watched my sisters husband turn away as she faught and lost her battle with breast cancer. My heart broke for her, that he who proclaimed to love could only show indifference in the end! Beautifully written, typos and all!

wow ..im crying because u just described what my life has been like...i'm in pain 24/7 and its amazin how ppl who have never laid eyes on me are more caring, loving and supportive then blood relatives...i dont know what my future holds...if i'll get better or well..i lost my lifemate to this..n all my personal earthly love n security...but it has brought me closer to my heavenly father n angels here on this site that have encouraged me to spread my wings and share myself here...u really have captured it all right here n i give u a a hug in cyberspace since i cant receive or give hugs in my present life...u defnitely get my vote n when i can I'm going to ask ur permission to print this out n hang it God Bless you n I pray ur pain lessens and know i know how u feel..God Bless...Jalen

Ladyhawk .... hello .... I'm new here (2weeks) .... FIRST .... Loved your thoughtful work above .... I had a father who suffered with ALS/LOU GEHRIG'S disease for three years .... literally 'froze' within' his own body .... being the 'oldest' and first born,son, it was extremely hard .... I've come to have some chronic health concerns, myself, over the past few years .... I think, from my most humble perspective, that 'some' peoples, are indeed, "indifferent" or worse .... I also think, however, from what I saw within my own family, that 'some' peoples just ''can't handle'' watching someone suffer so .... they feel completely helpless and frustrated .... It got to a point where my dad couldn't speak and only 'blink' .... near the end, I told him "I love you,pop" .... and he blinked .... then I asked him, "Do you love me, too, pop?" .... and he got teary eyed and blinked once more, and I kissed his forehead .... I think, after that, he and I were 'at peace'?? .... I guess I would just tell you to ask for whatever you need from whoever you need it from (even though you maybe shouldn't have to?) .... I just posted a poem here called "So, just what do you do?" .... I wrote it for such circumstances.... I would most sincerely hope it may give you some small comfort? .... GOD BLESS .... P.S.... post a pic of that '69' ROADRUNNER!!! .... wink! (P.S.... I'm a huge DALE JARRETT FAN!) ....(P.S. TO JALEN .... I hope maybe my comments to ladyhawk above may apply to you,also? .... GOD BLESS) .... brian.

you back//I had such a heavy heaRT FOR YOU i CRYED and ask Jesus to help you. I was and doing a picture Dedicated to you...it not done yet; not comeing out like I wish. The people around you I beleive turn they backs to protect themselfs for they know they can not do nothing to heal you. Yes they should do the right thing and at lest hold you but in the spirit I held you and ask Jesus to help you //welcome back

i hope you know i am always here for you

A very thoughtful and heart-rending piece, and well-crafted too. I agree [sadly] that we're often too readily deserted by those we need most, and those we expect to support too often have something else to do. And it's not for us. I hope this bad time is now behind you. Mike