The events of the last few days have weighed heavily upon young Cyan's mind. Nightmares wake her almost every night now. Strange and horrible images of monsters and deamons carrying her to damnation for her sin. Everyone tells her that it is not her fault but they do not understand. They where not there. Her old Teddy bear provides a bit of comfort she wished to death it could hug her back as tightly as she could hug it. She prided herself on her independance pushing away from people as much as possible sometimes. Now shes gone too far when she really needs them theres no one to tell her it's ok. Shes never felt so alone and yet at the same time she feels like shes being watched like some force is close by that is trying to help her. At the same moment a new sence of forboding has arisen. In her own head and heart theres a conflict within part that wants to let out of all her hurt feelings and broken heart. Another that wishes to turn that anger and pain inward and into the deepest parts of her own self. Shes not really sure what to do now just how she feels sad, alone, and very sick.