The control that you took as you left through the door left me limp, without life yet you seemed to ignore, my constant attempts to hear love in your voice, to feel warmth from your arms, I was pushed back with no quarms. Long nights spent rememb'ring all the times that we'd had laughing not crying, you've tainted them now. I still feel bewildered you forgot me so fast the bed that we'd laid in pushed aside and outcast. You chose to be with her to sleep in her bed, while I now forgotten tried to sleep, but my head, could not let me be, I spent nights wide awake. You made love to her once then again while I bled. The memories now tainted were ours once to keep, but, long ago seized by your thoughtless disease. Has she given me anything? I'm not to know, the truth will be kept from me, my thoughts left to grow.