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hi there - I hope everyone had a lovely weekend .
this is an apophysis linear spiral flame pic with and example of seven of my gradients -
they are available in the fractal free section along with many flame zips .
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My sister commited suicide in january!! :(
I found her myself, she had taken morphine tablets and vodka!!!!
I was too late she was already cold.
at the moment I discoverd her I found myself in an emotional place I wouldnt wish on my worst enemies (not that I really have any!!!!)
it has been very difficult.
time doesnt heal, its a lie, it will get easier, I know, my friend commited suicide in 1994 and ive moved on from that pain albeit ten years later!! its only been seven months with my sister!! - she is greatly missed!!!!!
renderosity and you guys have been wonderful, with all the lovely comments from some amazing artists. I have found much solice and support through this forum , so to all of you who commented on my work , thankyou sincerely to all of you for your support even though you didnt realise it.
Comments (13)
redbeard
Wow, very impressive work. Love all of the details and the great colors in these spirals. I lost my sister, to disease, a few years ago and I still miss her terribly. I am sorry for your loss.
D.C.Monteny
Djeezz, what can I say. I just came of the phone with my cousin, who has admitted himself to hospital, because he found himself suicidal... I wish i could have given him some easy answers, but there realy aren't any. Hence my work from this evening. I'm so sorry to hear that your friend and then your sister did take that final step. This work is so powerful, combined with your story, it is an eye opener. (((((take care)))))
DIANE603
I feel saddened by your story. My mother committed suicide a few years back. Today was suppose to be my wedding day and the man I love is no where to be found. We were going on a Windjammer cruise for a week and now I am home alone sharing your sorrow.
whirlingfeather
It seems there is much sadness at the renderosity home today. I am sooo sorry about your sis and know the pain will be a sharp thorn for many years to come, losing someone you love so much really hurts. I too can relate, and still cannot talk to many people about my tragedies. Glad that our "family" can provide some comfort, hang in there.
KITCHAOS
Dear Mr P, I am so sorry to hear that...and I agree without going into detail but time does not make tragic loss fade...you postings are allways a beautiful surprise...Thank you!
RNGOERNER
Excellent spirals-very pretty gradients.
fractalinda
Beautiful work, Stefano. I'm sincerely sorry for your great losses. So very tragic and sad.
Snow_Angel
Stefano these are so fantastic! Really wonderful spirals from out of this world! I have to say that it is very,very hard to take losing a friend, but a family member you never get over it! I too had lost my Mother this last April to Cancer. She was and always will be my best friend..It was a great lost personally after knowing her for 51 years..Also my close Nephew of 21 years died in his sleep 2 years ago. They don't know why either. Maybe someday we will know why? I am so sorry about what has happened..somehow we are all effected when just one leaves this world. We are all very important to each other and to God. I am very glad you have spoken your heart today, it is wonderful to know that we have been some kind of comfort to you! I love your work in Apophysis and think you have some of the most unique designs ever made with that program! Keep em comin! Hugss, Patt V :)
alightningstorm
I want to thank you for sharing your beautiful images with us, but most imnportantly for sharing your heart and soul this day, even though the pain is fresh and sharp, you do not carry the burden alone. There is great healing in sharing, May your pain of loss be swiftly replaced with peace. Knowing that your sister and friend are in a better place.
lionking123
..Lovely contribution to the community...
ead
I am so sorry for your loss, Stefano; as you can see, you have lots of support from the R'osity community. May you find healing in your own outstanding creations.
kimpe
Absolutely beautiful. Very well done!
kansas
Beautiful flames and gradients. I'm very sad to hear of this tragedy. No, time doesn't heal, but it gives us an opportunity to look at things from a different perspective in order for us to survive and come to terms with the realities of life and living.