i wrote this 2 days after my mum passed away last week :(( starts in your knees no god please goes up your back world goes pitch black its in your neck then your mind comes out your eyes as tears shake your head screaming no but it was her time 2 go run to the phone dial 911 but its to late her life is done up the street they come run out to meet them no shirt or shoes just jeans everything has a haze and your falling apart at the seems in they come with ther equipment give her a shot of this and that start cpr clear beep zap twitch nouthing trying to keep it togather as the cop knocks run to the door open it in they come note pad and pen in hand taken down info checking her meds all up to date rescue guy takes me aside saying we tried were sorry 4 your loss i understand its been 2 long even if she came back her mind is gone they gather there stuff and leave inside trying not 2 scream cops on the porch waiting 4 the herse to arive go back in to kiss mum good bye tears comeing out again this really is the end get back up off my knees pace the floor tears streeming down like rain everything has a haze what am i gonna do 1/2 hour later the herse is here cops come in with 2 outher guys 1 yunger 1 older with white hair father and son with a streachher and a purple bag they put her on zipping the bag wait i wanna say goodby brush her hair aside kiss her cheek i love u mum