BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (28)
Blush
I forgot to add a footnote the pic above is not mine LOL its compliments of www.google.com and to whoever took it I am in their thanks:) Hugs n love Susan~
avalonfaayre
Beautiful words painting a lovely picture. The shot goes with your verse beautifully. Remembering you and your mom tonite. Praying as I type this.
Jalen
you got it Sis and if ya need a reminder just go back and look at all the love and support in Heavenly Embrace..it astounds me to see such volume of truefriendship ..we r like family!...this is a lovely image and always bask in the warmth of your words..so descriptive..love ya bunches..and hugs to MOM too!...HLNGB2YNYLO..L;)))
TallPockets
Wonderful written piece. Peace to you. V o t e.
DennisReed
Wonderful Autumn words Susan, they paint such a lovely image! Bravo! Hugs and continued prayers for you and your Mom!.
cynlee
you paint a beautiful Autumn image dear one... stay strong, i have something for you to maybe raise your spirits hugz
adm5050
Wonderful words and I do hope your mother gets well soon and you may get some rest!!
NODROG69
This is such beautiful poetry, and describes autumn so well : lovely work. I'm sure cynlee's image will gladden your heart, and I echo her comments to you to Stay Strong.
sadlers5
we just ordered our firewood, can't wait to make a fire! lovely picture and poem, take care, ann :)
vlaaitje
Stay strong, I know life can be so unfair and hard....because I saw with my own eys, I stayed 6 weeks near to my brother in hospital and I lost him after a sad fight in an age from 42...I wish you strength and a lot of love, we all need that so much.....and I hope you mum will make it...thats why I always say, please don't make a fight or be angry for a long time, because what today is can be end tomorrow....hugz xxx
Elfenberry
It's a bitter-sweet season -- Autumn -- and your words are beautiful. We move my mom into a nursing home today, forced there by advanced alzheimers. Courage and strength to you my friend. We will carry on.
danob
Your friends are with you a big hugz..
cagewench
I loved the pic, I wish I knew who had taken it :) You have my empathy re: your Mom. As you know we're going through some rough times with my Mom who is in her final months of cancer. So I understand how tired and powerless one feels in these situations HUG
Hyria
Lovely poem :) yes. how well that tired feeling is known. ((hugs for strength my friend))
SerenityBlue
Beautiful words from a beautiful person. Our love never vanishes is the lesson I learned when my father passed away on June 1, 2001. We watched him go from a vibrant, healthy man, to a very ill, and a very much in pain, person in the matter of a couple of years. Peace be with you, and your mom in this time. We hope the best for both of you.
romanceworks
Very beautiful image and words to match. When life is so painful, the beauty helps. My heart feels for you and your mom. Hugs to your both. :o) CC
AusPoet
All the best to you and your mother - keep your chin up! We are all thinking of you. Peace.
melevos
I hope your mother gets well soon,very beautiful words!!
gallimel
very intense... a really beautiful writing.
Elfenone
Oh beautiful sweetheart.. I love Autumn..the image and the image you paint with words are so stunning!!!
evielouise
Praying hard for your mom! love evie: (nice words)
stevermstrong
Wonderful artistic peace Susan. Thanks for sharing it with us. Your Mom continues to be in my prayers, as do you and your family.. Please take care.....and peace be with you..
ObsidianLogic
extra big hugs my grand pa is in the hospital too i worrie about him but this is for you and mom chin up and take a nap sweety you dont do any one a bit of good being tired
davidoblad
Getting old is the pits, youth is wasted on the young. I know, I was there once..hehe! Anyway, a really outstanding poem here Susan, Captures the essence of fall beautifully! Words don't do it justice! (at least my words don't..lol). You and your Mom are in my heart and thoughts! Wishes to her better health! Dave :^)
Mondwin
Splendid written!!!!!! Peace to You Susan!!!!!bravo!!vote!!love and hugz Whylma:DDD
mfossen
Beautiful poems and beautiful image !
Ona
I really wonder how you can create such a wonderful poetic harvest painting while these thoughts about your mom are always present in your mind... thinking about myself Mhm... on the other hand: When I am really under pressure I sometimes badly need to do a moody, sunny, warm render image, just to free myself.
sanity21
These words are really beautiful, you certainly have a way with words Susan....... The need for such thoughts to help with your worries, a wonderful verse.............