Depression by findme1999
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every night i go to sleep and dream of peaceful times, happiness, and love,
only to wake up and feel more alone than ever before.
seeing tearful goodbyes, and lovers kissing before one flies away
sends my heart into a gravity well that it never returns from,
somehow my mind stumbles into past relationships
i wonder what i did wrong,
i return to my abode with not so much a voicemail or email waiting,
if i disappeared for a day or two would anyone notice,
"why don't you go out" some say, but they don't know who i am,
all that awaits at the bar around the corner are normal women,
but i'm not a normal guy and would find only disappointment in those arms
unique and special i'm told i am,
but being different just seems to keep me restless, and lonely
as a young man i have the world to do with as i please,
but all i want is a companion to hold, and love, with the same to be returned
i'm held captive, in a prison of my own making
nervousness, axiety and fear restrain me
while the fire of love, and the desire of greatness slowly fade from my soul
Picture from Adler Planetarium
Chicago, IL Jun 22, 2004
Comments (6)
PapaGuru
So hart to comment this one ..... Getting very humble first might do the trick ... Oh well what to say......
WandM
Begin to search and dig in thy own field for this pearl of eternity lies hidden in it. It cannot cost thou too much nor can thou buy it too dear for it is All. And when thou has found it thou will know that all which thou has sold or given away for it is as near as nothing as a bubble on the water.
TwiddleDee
You are in the universe. The universe is in your body. The universe and you combine together. Bless
tony_br22
this is cool .. gorgeous picture you made. water is wonderful
Blush
It's a beautiful image But someone is out there waiting for you You just haven't found them yet, hang on when you do you will have the time of your life (((((((hugs)))))) to you from me Vote Luv ya sweetie Susan~
findme1999
the pictures is actually in a room that is all mirrors that is completely dark except for the small lights placed between them, it's really nice to be in the picture doens't do it justice