~*I Can*~ ( For Antje ) by PandyGirl
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Without really knowing it.. Antje supplied me with some long lost imagination and inspiration. lol.. course i will NEVER be as good as you girl!!
The In Dreams III backgrounds are beautiful.. and thanks outsidethebox for the x-mas gift..:)
Troubled times, seem to follow us, from day to day and from week to week. Negativity is always there, be it from someone who says.. u can't, or you will never succeed. From feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness..to abandonment and lose...
I have had all of those and then some last couple weeks..I have always had very soft skin, and the littlest things always have hurt me ( my heart)...(it is the things like getting my finger chopped off that i brag about.. LOL)
I have had feelings of just deleting my gallery here and closing my store, hoping maybe that would help... ( i know that all i would get was grief from some friends ) .. well can't close the store anymore, more or less my only form of income now..
Unfortuanlty with everything that has gone on with me lately.. can't see a doctor for meds to try to help me over come this sorrow and depression i feel.. no insurance and no money to pay out of pocket. I am sorry that I have not regulary commented on images the last couple of weeks. so please for give me...
This images is my own personal inspirational piece for myself for the next little while. Have to believe I can over come this!
Comments (24)
SophiaDeer
Stunning!! Gorgeous lady, background and hair!
Shakti27
Don't ever think that you're alone hun - I know we all want you to keep on creating and posting your stunning work S Whether you know it or not, you and all my other artist friends are a constant inspiration to me :) This is a prime example of how talented you are - such a wonderful and impressive image S all the more reason to stay and bless us all with your art and your wonderful self :) HUGS hun and know I am always in your corner :D
HauSiyoka
winks You are not alone! Beautiful piece! Hugs...Tee
prog
Hang in there, and if you leave, I'll come looking for you!!! This is a good example of your talent and skill!!! You know how I feel about you!! EXCELLENT work!!
Unicornst
Oh this is so wonderful and such a moving piece. I truly hope life turns around for you soon. Thank you for sharing your talent, art and beauty with us.
brycek
This is such a beautiful piece..Wonderful work, always (Hugs)
terryla
from getting inspired, to creating an inspiring piece of art for others! The coloring on this is fantastic! I am truly sorry that you are depressed, and I hope the depression is very short lived. Please do not EVER close your gallery! I enjoy very much going back to yesteryear and seeing what was created. I appologize for not always commenting, but I always look. Please take care and THANK YOU!!!!!
TANZA
Come on little Pandy you can get through this dont ever give in. Hold your head up girl you have great talent and abillity and freinds who care Hugs Paul.
bluemoon3dart
Fantastic colors! Beautiful image :-)
dolfijntjes
Hun there will always negative people in the world in a small and big way that's why there's still war everywhere. And that's why still people get hurt by others everyday. I noticed that myself recently had to stop after 28 years playing the trunpet because of my health and the friends I thought I had with making music dropped me like a rock. you and me have a heart that's to big we get hurt trying to do everything good for others and others keep hurting you. But you know what? Look in your heart and you know it's on the good place and there will always be people who can see that and appreciate that (at least I do LOL) So never stop for the negative people then they win. But go on for me and the ones really love you so the good people win. Big hug from me hun
adm5050
Absolutely gorgious image she looks so soft and sweet!! You just keep on keeping on, sometimes we just got to say to heck with other folks, you do what your heart says. Keep your chin up and be proud. Have a gooden.. A.D.
Petra-S
Wonderful pose, character and brilliant hair and combination! Perfect dezent colors, light and mood!
DirtyFairy
you can and will overcome this...with the help of all your friends and hopefully with your art. huge hugs its the small things that keep us going day to day, and im so glad that you found someone to inspire you!
shutterb
Great background. Skin tone and textures are very wonderful and the hair painting is teriffic.
brat526
Beautiful colors. Very bright and vibrant. She certianly looks at peace with herself. Excellent work+
Elfenone
Oh I'm thin skinned too. I take every little thing to heart, like recently I found out something..that someone totally misunderstood my silliness for being negative..and I'm totally not a negative or hurtful person in anyway..and I'm so broken hearted over it that someone would take out of context something..and twist it to be ugly if they don't know me.. and you would think with my wisdom that should come with being my age..(46), I'd grow a hide..but I can't. So hon.. I understand how you are feeling.. but if you let that happen it starts turning to other things..like you said.. a sense of abandonment and lonliness. We forget.. some people just don't know us..or get us..or care to find out. It hurts and it sucks and we have to suck it up.. and I hate having to suck things up.. everytime I do..it squirts out my nose.. LOL Honey.. just know..you will over come it..and there are many who love you for the few who don't. HUGE HUGS
Primal
we know you can do it..search for the good things and hope the bad things get better..there are good things to be found in every situation..having the distance of the internet can make it hard to really get the comfort from your friends here..but we are here,and we do care..a beautiful dedication to a wonderful friend and artist.keep your chin up..
nolegirl
I know I have been away...but you are one of the few people I know here that I always wonder how they are doing and what they are up to. I am sad to hear that you are having a rough go of life as of late and just want ya to know that people do care and are always sending good thoughts and wishes your way...even if you don't hear or see them. I truly hope things do get better and when you are in that dark place and feel alone...remember what people have written here....you are not alone. =)...and as always...beautiful image! =) super big hug Hang in there!
antje
This is very very beautiful!!! :o)Hang in there, hun! Things have a way of working themselfs out. You have so many friends here, leaving wouldn't accomplish anything :o) Just like you said yourself "You CAN over come this!" :o) Big Hugs! :o)
loba73
Gorgeous Image!!! For what I can read here you have a lot of friends that care for you very much, nobody can tell you what you can or can not do in life but you, cause you are the only one that knows you that well, take things and comments for what they are worth(sometimes are not really worth anything), I really love your art and style, so please hang in there, you can do it Girl ~Hugs~ =0)
msebonyluv
I feel the same. Was so ready to delete my gallery, but I had someone talk me out of it!! But I'm done with Rendo!! Anyway beautiful pic and I hope you get better soon!! Cya!!!
B_PEACOCK
I know you can love.Sometimes it is hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel but sometimes it is just around the bend .Awesome image love .Biggest hugs :)
Patschulynn
Awesome Image, wonderful Poeme! Ill alway feel the same like you, i can understand you :) Kepp up the great work!
GOLDILOCKSUK
Amazing and beautiful work, pretty color and lighting. I hope things have gotten a little better for you Hugs Cathy xoxoox