Quiet thoughts by cagewench

Writers • Realism • posted on Jan 25, 2005

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Self-portrait, flipped to greyscale and then colourized (since the actual pic showed how bloodshot my eyes are)

Quiet thoughts
Sometimes I sit in the dark, listening to the wind as it rattles the windows. Breathing deeply, I embrace the silence as if it had form and flesh. No one can catch me crying, as long as I am quiet. I cradle a stuffed toy and try not to hyperventilate. I slowly work to control my breathing as I visualize my pain and try to release it, since I can

Comments (12)

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eternalwytch1

4:51AM | Tue, 25 January 2005

Release them sweets... we are all here to hold you while you do.

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cagewench

7:56AM | Tue, 25 January 2005

thanks hon :)

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Shadowmonkey

10:19AM | Tue, 25 January 2005

Allow the tears to flow in to rivers. Let them sail your pain away. You are not alone, for we here are many who care.

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meico

12:13PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

"To everything there is a season" for me that has also included holding on and letting go ... and I sincerely hope it will be for you.

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NothingNess

2:06PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

Let the tears flow and the healing begin. Such a beautiful poem...excellent writing.

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cagewench

2:27PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

I jsut need to start re-building...

netsia

3:22PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

good wording and thought....tearing down to rebuild[phoenix]....feel better :)

lostandconfuzed

4:09PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

sometimes the hardest thing is to express how you feel instead of hiding it deep down within yourself. I wish you the best of luck

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cagewench

4:26PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

thank you...

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Ensomniac

7:47PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

You're not alone, believe, you're doing so much better than you think. You release a little bit every day. Those tears will give you strength. And you give so much, with so much courage. Give yourself a big hug today and be proud of who you are.

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nocturnecsh

7:58PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

Keep up the exercise of writing, so that you may exorcise the demons that plague you. They hate the exposure! Write, dance, or scream as much as you want; we are here for you!

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cagewench

9:02PM | Tue, 25 January 2005

thanks guys :)