Yerma by ErrantMinion
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Description
I'm tired, and i am very sad. I think i cannot improve. I'm very frustrated, i always draw the same, poser has become something mechanic, always the same pretty girls, always the same stuff... when i try to do something different i cannot. when i see another galleries and the marvelous moods of the people i feel more and more depressed.
I dont know what to do...supposse the spiral of "popularity" has absorbed me..i always wanted to be like the top artist of this site, but trying to be i've lost my essences,i've lost myself, and i'll never be like them.
So I think i must change this, perhaps tomorrow wont be ranked or commented, but i'll be me. Again
Thanks to all my friends here, hope you understand me
Comments (17)
Cybrea
Excellent mood and render !
Mercytoo
Boy, do I ever know how you feel. I do hope you feel better, and realize that you have to make art that makes you happy. It's hard not to let other people's art influence us, and there's nothing wrong with doing things the same way when you're in a funk. Look inside yourself to draw out that emotion, as you have in this render. Wonderful work.
prog
Well, I think your images are really fantastic, and I'm sorry to hear that you are getting frustrated!! Hang in there, and just render what you want to render, but I will miss your art work if you stop posting!!! This is really striking work!!! EXCELLENT!!!
cheshire7404
This is a very emotion envoking piece dear. You have such a great talent. I am really sure that we would all love to see exactly what it is that you want to make. You have to be true to yourself to be happy. If you can show what you want to show and be happy with the result, then you even if some don't like it, you may end up inspiring someone. Start making what is true to you dear. I, for one, will still be rooting for you.
kellendor
"The woods would be silent indeed if only the birds that sang the best sang there." (something my uncle olaf used to say) Just looked at the thumbnails in your gallery and it looks as though you have real talent. I clicked on this image because even the thumbnail gave me chills. If my car ever breaks-down at night by Jerusalem's Lot, I expect to meet this girl. Seeing your image made me feel like a kid again watching the little Glick boy scratching at the window. Deeply disturbing. I write all that to say that you pulled emotion out of me (with even a thumbnail) that takes talent. So, yeah, be yourself. So what if You aren't one in a million - you ARE one in 6.5 BILLION!! I just said a prayer for you, Hope you'll be blessed.
eddiel91
you have a talent, any body who has such a talent should be at the top of the world. to the world you might only be one person but to someone out there you will be there world. this is an excellent piece of work.
Bernado
Cuando he visto el previo pensaba que habs ido al dentista otra vez, pero veo que es peor. Cuando yo era un crio tambi quer ser dibujante de comics y estaba convencido de que ser famoso. Y ya ves, ni siquiera tengo trabajo! Yo no me obsesionar con ser la mejor. De todas maneras, eso es subjetivo. Para mel mejor artista puede ser uno y para ti otro con un estilo completamente diferente. Tus imenes est muy bien y se nota que tienes talento. Si hasta lo dice prog! porque no intentas hacer escenas? En vez de hacer solo una mujer cada vez, pon un par que esten hablando o discutiendo o luchando o... lo que quieras (no pongas guarrerias, que aquno las quieren). Pon a una de tus preciosas modelos montada en un caballo (aunque sea de cart) o de un tigre. O encima de un pedestal y adorada por hombres. O en unas ruinas como si buscase algo... Creo que es un error querer ser la mejor y dejarlo porque consideras que no lo eres. A mi me gustan mucho tus imenes y si dejas de hacerlas y te veo por Gavte voy a dar un coscorr. Por cierto, la imagen esta estmuy bien a pesar de que desprende un aire melcolico. Espero seguir viendo tus imenes, sino a quien le voy a dar tus votos? imo y por favor... continua!
i-popba
Ohhhhhh...!!AWESOME !!! very creative my friend...!!cool colors and pose...!! just scary image......you rock...love it. V
Fredy
Ok, it's always hard to give some advise, but your pics are really beautiful, I like them a lot and you are definately very talented! Do what you really want to do but please keep on posting! :)
manu77
Es horripilante....., es eso, pues si!
LadyMer
vaya por dios, ahora que te ada mis favoritos, porque te encontr porque me gustan tus imagenes para hacer dises para mi web de dises, para que otras personas luzcan tus bonitos poser en sus webs, y te conozcan y te admiren, jjjoooooo no abandones please que me break hearts, mon amour
Driad
Por favor, ni se te ocurra dejarlo, me encantan tus imagenes :-)
HobbyHopper
Wow! Awesome work. The facial expressions look great.
artistheat
Awesome Character and Image,Excellent Work
lue
Nice work, emotion is just where is meant to be, some what of how I feel last few months, recantly my father dide and on top of that I lost job since I had to take my father back home there is no law that gives you more than week in USA for that so I got fired, since that time hard time hit on me and my family, hard to find the job or anthing to work in deacent amaunt of money. I had to take security job with college diploma in my pocket hard time and this image is just how I feel my friend. No place to turn no one to help all of the friend some where since they think I need money even my fathers frinds for so many years out of site it is har hard but I know who are my real friends now. This is nice work man keep it up.
Destinie
Awww, when I read this my first thought was "I can relate". I have felt this way so often with my own work. I have a list of favorite artists and always think.."I wish I could be more like that or like that." Don't give up, your work is beautiful!! Hugs Chelle
Nuria
Ni siquiera Nuria Espert estuvo tan dramatica en YERMA