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I have fluctuated between writing things about my state of mind and writing about my life as we know it. Most of the time I'd just delete everything and leave it all blank. I've decided to just ramble on from time to time and let the crap stay. Kind of a log file, just as hard to understand, and just as worthless to most...
May 08 2009: Posted an issue I feel strongly about. Alienate a lot of people. Need to talk to someone. Tried talking to friends but we are all dealing with the same s#it - the loss of a friend. Tried here on Renderosity. Nobody will talk.
May 14 2009: Took some time off to let go of some anger. Hope to post again. I really want to delete everything. Been a member since 2003 so I know how it works. I am just getting so tired of everything.
May 18 2009: It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this. I had hoped there'd be something better for me. I used to think I had something to say. But my private ideologies gave me away. I tried to keep my mouth shut but it's always the same over and over and over again.Today I got it wrong again but it's not surprise. Once more heaven has forgotten me. So everybody clap your hands together and close your eyes, as I watch my world collapse. Don't waste your sympathy on me because I made this mess. My mistakes happen with so much success but I drag you all down into my sorry mess. I said I was sorry but it's always the same over and over and over again. I have been doomed from the first time I tried to find something to say I kept hidden inside. It would be much better if I just smiled and lied. ...
June 5, 2009: Things are not good. I know I should blog. No body reads this. Most web users skim at best. So I am safe in leaving behind scraps of mental illness in my wake. Things are NOT good..
July 10, 2009: It's all turned the s#it - i'ts ALL s#it.
November 25, 2015: I am amazed that I still breath. Whenever I begin to feel as if I have no Hope, I hear a whisper in my ear that reminds me I AM STRONG.
...at least for one more day.
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Comments (11)
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"If you label me, you negate me" said Soren Kierkegaard... if this happens too many times we can start to believe the labels we're dismissed with, then the rot sets in... people have no idea of the damage they can cause, it can literally bring people down to the point where it can take an awful lot of soul-searching and "finding oneself" to undo... thank you for this Yo...
Dsan
This is great art! I hope those who call these names will see this image and have a wake up call. Very inspiring work. Great~!
bluliner35
Isn't condemning those who call others names another form of calling names?
bevchiron
Good work Yo, I wish I could see your Flash version as I'm sure the message would be even more powerful, the names people call us often has more to do with who they are than who we are but still they have the power to warp our self perception, your image makes a strong statement & expresses the whole issue very well.
cbender
thanks for sharing.... i really would like to the the flash too... seems to be a "nice" concept... i really like the idea... good work...!
MOOOW
In the world of art we are nothing but each one should try all the best of learning technique's art ,we should love art we should love people we should love nature ,we should be in peace so we can learn more and more,excellent piece of art my friend!!
Zabeth
Thank you for this idea!!! You made my day!
gallimel
this is genious work. and also very effective as style and presentation.
Jay7347
You know...I love pretty images...they put me at peace in my advancing years. But I also seriously love art that asks a big why of the human condition. Art that has depth like this is imho true art that all need to see. If you ever get the chance in your wanderings, look up Lenny Bruce. Vote -jay
A_
very powerful and clear. you are so good!
SoulSearcherr
would love to be inside your brain..S..see just how it clicks..click..click