I Wanna Fly Too by macelene
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Description
I wanted to play with postwork. Since I don't seem to need it on hair, I just used some of Ravenhearts brushes to modify.
I wanna fly away, with the birds and the butterflies. I'm tired of smiling to hide the sadness. Stress is crushing me. I can't even cry when I need, even to just eleviate some of the stress. I just keep drudgeling along hoping tomorrow will be better. Hoping that a render or two will make me feel better. Hoping hoping hoping.... hope against hope.
Enough of my ranting... no need to depress people who hardly know me...
Leaving comments on in case someone want to comment on the picture. Though I'm seriously thinking of just leaving comments off from now on. I'm like to know people enjoy it, but that doens't happen. Maybe I'm too much of an artist....
Laura, morph by me
Despair pose (modified head) by me
Iona Texture by Kandace Wright @ her online store
Cherry Tree @ DAZ
Bliss Hair by Danae
Heavenly Hair 3 by Ravnheart & ToxicAngel
Wings-n-Things 3 by antje
In my dreams bg by antje
Other bgs by deadhead
Lavender @ RDNA
Hummeingbird @ RDNA
Butterflies and texture @ RDNA
Comments (28)
brycek
I think this is just beautiful. Gorgeous colors and delightful background. Excellent artwork!!!
SlwMtionDaylite
Gorgeous! Beautiful colors and postwork. :)
AlysiaSkye
You have truly captured a melancholy emotion in this image. I love the details. Can only hope someday to be as talented as you! :)
prog
Well, I think that you are a fantastic artist!! Hang in there!! Excellent work!
Wylder
Absolutely gorgeous image! She's so pretty, and the mood of this one is so sad. You've expressed your emotions perfectly here. And I have to agree with prog. You are one of the most talented artists here! I truly wish there was something I could do or say to help you feel better, and to help you understand that there are people who care about you. Stay strong, Hon! Sending big hugs to you. Ish
Kaerobani
Woah! Very beautiful, excellent work :)
xxxander
I want to fly too..........I am where you are....lovely image..
Mondwin
beauty face expression, and beautiful lady!!bravo!vote!:DDD
GOLDILOCKSUK
Wow not been here before but you the expression on her face is awesome. Super render and scene vote Cathy xoxoxo
KarenJ
You are very talented. I'm sorry you're feeling so down, hope you feel better soon.
dolfijntjes
beautiful image Mace her expression is fantastic so is your postwork
Jay7347
This is a really pretty, colorful image!!! Nicely done! -jay
webdancer
You've done a gorgeous scene here! So full of detail and emotion.
BGHart
Outstanding fantasy artwork. Excellent posing and facial expression. Your work on the hair is awesome. I love all the details you put in and the magical lighting. Simply must vote :)
Cybrea
Wow, this is a awesome image and mood, excellent !
loba73
This is Gorgeous!!! Love the colors, the whole scene. Awesome Work!!! =0)
NocturnalRamble
yep you keep em coming. we all started somewhere. And Ilove your art. Always a breath of fresh air. As is this peiece. You have done a beautiful job!!!!
gothicwriter72
wow awesom image! :)
SpiritofGabriel
I know where you are, not many of us are far from it and many more are far deeper . . . For this I am sorry. Do what you can to change this and things will happen for the better. This picture is so vibrant and full of life even tho she is in dispare. I believe that the art reflects the artist. So therefore you are also vibrant & full of life. Find it within you again and things will start to look up. ;)
RainbowGypsy
This is truly a masterpiece...your artwork and spirit are beautiful... I fight the beast of depression and know how hard it is to find the hope in the vacuum and depths of despair and sadness...Know you are not alone and that many hearts reach out to wrap a comforting blanket of love and hope to keep you safe...Be kind and gentle with yourself...
cwk
Your images are beautiful and inspiring and I, like nearly everyone else here, truly enjoy the opportunity to express how they make me feel. How they lift us when we're down and give us new ideas. How they show us what you see. I don't comment nearly enough. A lot of us squeeze our creative soul into the tiny span of time between our non-creative jobs and precious sleep. But 'here' there is expression and life and good friends. So here's a huge smile and a wish for better things for you! :D
antje
This is very beautiful!! Excellent work! :o)
dido6
Love her morph and her expression is perfect. Such emotion. I love her hair, awesome job on that and on the scene all around. I hope you have some easier days, but do keep up hope. :)
d_burn_99
Her expression is fantastic, so sad. Terrific color and lighting.
Spiritfoxy
huggs sis, this is absolutely beautiful! the expression just tears at you, perfect and the postwork is wonderful, you outdid yourself
stormsong
love the pout in her expression. Let your spirit fly!!!!
visualgirl
A very beautiful and magical image! Gorgeous in every way!
calum5
My goodness,I do hope your feeling better by the time you read this from me.I find your art exceptional and after visiting the top just now and voting for an image I really liked,this one by you is far better!!!I love everything about this except your motivation.The postwork through to her expression ~brilliant!Its too late to add my vote now but this is coming to my favs!A touching render ,I hope to be able to comment on more of your renders in the future~so leave them on please!Take care,IM if you would like a chat amytime,Ive been where you are(were)far too often..Bye cal xx