Let Me Grow Up by FormingInYourMind223
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Description
I picked the genre "Challenge" because growing up is a challenge in itself. If we can't grow up, then how will we ever find out what life really is like?
"Let Me Grow Up"
Sometimes I wonder why I try
To be someone that I don't like
To make you happy in every way
But you seem disappointed in me anyway
I try to be what you want
But evidently I'll never be your favorite
So what's the point in caring anymore
I might as well just fall to the floor
And let you step on me again
While I lay down and pretend
That you care for me like I do you
Why do I feel like such a fool?
My world was clear and bright inside
Then you came along and burnt the sky
You made it dark and cold forever
I'll never actually live happily ever after
I plan my big escape tonight
I hope I have enough to fight
Please god hear my pray
Let me live to see the light of day
Let me end up with the one I love
Save me a spot in your heaven above
Allow my time here not be forgot
For now I wait til I can't stop
I hope I will have someone here
By my side before I disappear
The girl who took my heart that day
And showed me the happiest way
That I could live my life from now
I hope that she will never let me down
So here I go marching forward
Here I go to your open doorway
To tell you how your ruining my life
And how you make me want to die
I wish your wraith would just end now
Because I want you to let me out
Let me grow up
Let me breath
Let me make my own mistakes
Let me learn from them
Let me live on my own
Let me choose my own road
Let me be happy
Let me be sad
Let me marry who I want
Let me have my own kids
Let me choose how I live
Let me wear what I want
Comments (4)
x_broken_minded_x
i like it...this is definitely how i tend to feel, and never wind up happy..you describe me well, always have..its great..continue you on wise one ;)
FireTemptress
So intense and honest, like all of your work. I'm alwasy blown away..... this one is no different. Magnificent.
Shadowmonkey
Let me be blunt. Excellent it covers the gorund so well ;0)
efry_e
Oh my god!!! Are you a mindreader?? hehehehe. just kidding. I uploaded one writing today from the same stormy feelings, and I too chse challenge. I absolutely agree, my friend. absolutely agree. You are never alone, and you can be happy.. thou it might not seem like it today... Hugs and good luck in yuor new way!!