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Writers Atmosphere/Mood posted on Mar 14, 2005
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March 14, 2005 Dear Self, It seems as the days pass by, my life is more and more confusing - yet, at the same time, wonderful. Perhaps this is just a part of growing up. It seems that the more I grow, the more things change around me - between the people, atmosphere, and everything else thinkable. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I wonder where that little doe-eyed girl went. Sometimes it seems like I don't even remember being young. My childhood went by so fast, and at times it seems like I never had one at all. There are so many nights when I lie awake and think. Nothing important crosses my mind, usually, but even so - I lie in bed and ponder. What will happen if I have children one day? Are they going to question the same things I do, feel the same things I feel? What about my life? Do I just exist right now, or am I really making a difference in people's lives? Will it all go unappreciated in the end? Either way, it seems the days have grown longer, and I can't place whether this is good or bad. Sometimes I wonder if there's any meaning behind it all. Looking back at my life, in some small way, I see the difference I've made, and it makes me proud. In other places, though, I wish I could have done more. But perhaps that's only human of me. Maybe I should get one of those Magic Eight balls... "Will I grow to be an old woman?" *shake, shake* "All signs point to yes!" "Am I going down the right path?" *shake, shake* "Nope, sorry!" "You hate me, don't you?" *shake, shake* "Try again later!" Or maybe I should go to a psychic... "Will I grow to be an old woman?" *hands twenty dollars* "Yes...very, very old." "Am I going down the right path?" *hands another twenty* "Everything is clear to me now...yes, the path you are taking is correct." "Does the Magic Eight ball hate me?" "Hey. No money, no fortune." Or, maybe, they're both a waste of money and I can find out on my own. That's the way things usually work, anyway. It's going to be spring soon...already I can smell it in the air. Spring...the season of life. Perhaps it will bring new beginnings for everything, including me. Perhaps the new beginning is already in effect. Time will tell, and I've got all the time in the world. -Summer, age 15

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Kalliandra

7:21PM | Mon, 14 March 2005

I know how you feel, Summer, because i often wonder the same things as you... often lie in bed wondering about the future and reflecting on my past. But the truth is, is that no one (except God) knows what tomorrow holds. You may not be on the right path now, but the experiences that you will encounter will shape the person you will become in the end. You just need to have hope, faith and a positive outlook. And even if you have hard times, which everyone does, when you look into the eyes of the one you love, or hold your first child, you will know it was all worth it. You are a great person with a great heart and i hope you get the most out of life. Bye hun!! hugs

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RevNook

11:45PM | Mon, 14 March 2005

I kinda remember being 15. Summer, you have embodied the underlying feelings wonderfully. Everything is different for each of us, yet all these questions are the one's we start asking ourselvse at about that age. I could give all kinds of advice from now till the end of time, so I'll leave you with this: Keep your eyes and your mind open, look at things how you perceive them to be-not how others tell you to see them; and if you don't understand something, just ask. Peace and Love to you.

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experimental

12:01PM | Tue, 15 March 2005

lol, Magic Eight Balls always hate you, it's their job. And they lie! A friend of mine had one in his bathroom, so I picked it up and asked it if I was going to pee sometime in the near future and I shook it. It answered, Definitely Not. And then I peed. Go figure. I like your style of writing though, its very introspective.

Wolfspirit

1:22PM | Tue, 15 March 2005

I loved this writing, and yes it reminded me of being 15 yrs old, and I remember thinking, pondering back then of how I would love to go to Arizona, back then in my mind it was a dream and I thought then, nah, I will never visit Arizona, because that is only for dreamers and dreams Now I live here in Arizona. Today your words reminded me of that time I smiled then, and I smile now. Thank you.


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