Queen of Eternal Pain
by Shardz
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"Queen of Eternal Pain"
By David J. Reid
aka "Shardz"
Software used: Poser 6, Vue 5, Photoshop CS
*~* Dedicated to Luciana *~*
"Nine Inch Nails - Home"
Everything is catching up with me.
I await to find I'm not at all where I should be.
And it feels I'm getting to the end.
And it's hard to figure out what's real and what's pretend.
To break from what we're tied to.
God knows how much I've tried, too.
And I am still inside you.
And I am still inside you.
I escape every now and then.
And to think I find myself back here again.
And again.
Now you should know how I was until you came along.
I return to the only place I've ever felt that I belong.
To break from what we're tied to.
God knows how much I've tried, too.
And I am still inside you.
And I am still inside you.
* From the new NIN album "With Teeth" available May 5, 2005.
*~* Image Notes *~*
For those who know me, I am suffering greatly in loss, pain, and animosity. I received the awesome Cimona package from Sutekidane and it fit this image so well, and as time would have its' course, I used her in a way that is fitting to my feelings. Cimona is so awesome, and she comes with the second skin body mesh (that I added a dirty gold overlay to here). I also edited her eyes to purple; my favorite color. I'll have to do another image with her at another time, but for now this is what I want. Rene's character is superb and really deserves more recognition. Please check this lovely character out; for the very low price, she offers quite a bit of mention! I am very amazed at this package and I think more up and coming artists should be supported here.
I always give support to artists and merchants that are just shy of the Top 100 of today, but I believe Rene will be a force to be reckoned with! After all, I was absolutely nothing here when I started (and I'm still nothing! LOL!), but your incredible support and kindness makes me feel so important here. I love each and every one of you for creating the most eye catching and intelligent artwork that I have enjoyed for five months now, not to mention your selfless and caring souls that keep me pushing forward. My recent loss of my beloved fiance will pass, but I shall somehow find a way to carry on.
Mereu te voi iubi si mangaieri firbinti si sarutari pasionale pentru Luciana. Imi e dor de tine foarte mult.
God bless you all, and be good to each other.
*~*~* Credits List *~*~*
*~* Retail Stuff *~*
Sutekidane - Cimona (Thank you, Rene!)
Minotaur Studios - Lady Allahanna (Armor Only)
Quarker - Silky Long Hair
Goldtassel - Silky Long Hair Real Hair Addon
Dave71 - V3 Genie (Rings)
Wyrmmaster - Sexy Solo Spellcaster 2005 (Modified)
Danie & Marforno - Sacrificial Ring (Modified Textures/Added Bolts & Trim)
*~ Free Stuff ~*
Karen1573 - Wedding band
Liewald - Spire x2 (Modified Texture)
Skulls Direct - Skull (www.skullsdirect.co.uk)
Dreampaint - Bone Wings (www.dreampaint.com)
Thank you very much for your time, comments, and kind support, as always!
Comments (54)
wildfire2003
Oh my, I am so very sorry for your loss, I did not know and now my heart breaks for you. Please take care of yourself! Gorgeous work, you are one of the best!!V
fracturedmoon
Very dramatic and passionate image you've created. You've managed to give your emotions an outlet and it shows very well through this piece. Everything about it is bigger than life and the emotion is powerful. Keep your chin up and don't be afraid to cling to the obvious support that you have in the community. hugs
davidoblad
I also had no idea David. I lost a spouse, after a 30 year marriage, to heart failure. We were just 50 and had many plans for the future. I plunged into depression for many months (lost 40 lbs) and ended up at Rosity. Many good people became my friends here and it helped me a lot to get past my grief. I know your pain and only time can lessen it. But the good people here will help you pass that time faster and move on with your life. Your not alone here! Simple words but a lot of truth, I Know! Excellent Render here David. At this point in my lonely life, even a She-Bitch from hell looks pretty inviting. Can I get her number? (don't say it's 666) Awesome job and hang in there Dude! Dave :^) V
SweetOne
Very beautiful, and full of emotion image David. I love the colouring and her outfit is awesome! I am sorry for the loss you have had. It is never easy to lose the one you love. huggs Take care!!
odditorium
That outfit rocks!!! -- odd --
angells
Incredible image, excellent character, outfit, background and pose. I am sorry for your loss, it's hard to lose someone you love, and the loneliness you bare after, in time the sun will shine again, even though now it may not seem like it. Huggers.
lululee
What an outstanding image. Brilliant work. Blessings to you my friend.
debh
Wowzers!!!!! How utterly awesome! I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I don't know you well, but I can somewhat relate. I can only say hang in there.
alan42
amazing colours and outfit - I can feel the heat from here!
LFNForever
Awe-inspiring excellence!! V :)
loba73
Fantastic Image!!! Awesome =0)
Lion
Damn it, what for a Picture.The Mix is awesome. Thats a Perfect Picture my Friend. I am spechless.
cliff-dweller
Fabulous job, David!! This is an awesome character & texture, and the fiery background is really superb. Excellent scene!!...and hang in there, kiddo!!
Sutekidane
Awesome , wonderful work! She looks fantastic, i love this fatasy style, the colors and posing :D
lahavana
Excellent Poser render :)
eres
Fantastic work of art!!!!!
MOOOW
Wow!!!!I love it so beautiful and fantastic scene David love colors and composition of course body texture and dress is amazing very dreaming and magical scene very effective ,excellent highlight of yellow colors in behind of your model !!!!!VOTE
arwenone
A fantastic render!!!
Vampir3Princess
Oh God David :( I didn't even imagine you were going through such a sad thing :( you're always a happy, sweet and positive guy that I could never think of you suffering that much inside :( I truly admire you... I admire how strong you are, how you have managed to ease the pain of the loss of your fiance in art... I know she's in every image you create, her love gives you the inspiration and the memory of the sweet moments you shared gives you the strength to continue and make us all part of your small world of eternal love :) I think I don't need to tell you I'm your friend and you can count on me whenever you want... I know I've been very absent but I ALWAYS have time when a friend needs me... Huge Hugs and my deepest admiration Alejandra
pjaj
Excellent work of art here David!! Your images are always a pleasure to see!! Super work:o)
cappy3
Wicked character, outfit, and environment!! I love the colors and lighting!!...... I am so sorry for your loss.....
Axeye
I am so sorry to read of your heartbreaking loss! Looking at your fabulous image I can only imagine your sorrow at this time! My deepest sympathy for you and my prayers that you will find peace. This is a stunning image and your talent rises above your pain! Thank you for your wonderful images, that bring pleasure even as you suffer!! Huge Vote!!!
Wylder
David, this is such an awesome image! I'm sorry I'm only just now discovering your gallery. Your talent is obvious, and I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Know that you are not alone, and that with time, the pain becomes bearable. If you need anything, give me a holler. hugs Ish
Magick_Lady
excellent job , love the colors and her outfit ;) Hugs ... Wendy