This is a beautiful piece of work, and of course very sad too. Don't be surprised if you don't get many comments -- people come here looking for images of beauty, and instead see a work like yours and find it disturbing, and they don't know what to say. Did you write the words too, or are they from a song you know? You might enjoy learning an instrument if you don't play one already, it's a good way to express your feelings and show your talents as well. I had a difficult time growing up too, and all I can tell you is to hang on to what you know about yourself, that is, what you really know, and you can get through it ok and find yourself a place in the world. Don't be so quick to believe that you're worthless -- If people have told you that and you believe it, then they have won, and that would be a shame. If you can find a way to be happy, and I believe you can, that would be an achievement. If you ever want to talk to someone who has been there, feel free to message me.

Great image.... Cool style... What part of it was poser.. Sketch designer???