Onto This Hill by gallimel

2D • World Events/Social Commentary • posted on Aug 02, 2005

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I did touch loneliness, or it might be She touched me instead, tanglin me up in her embrace... It's like she went here to block and dry my blood within, and now I feel so cold, in and out this thick skin. People who won't ask a thing, because they did already accept someone else's reasons in it, are haunting me and say those who leave go to the joy, and that should be our peace inside and out to rest and stay... But all I see is pain, questions nobody can solve trash souls whom were happy one back day... and then a raging why surfaces, afraid and unable to make anything right, and then I just look out to get why words remains just themselves, why do they stay so senseless, ethereally fading away... Those who leave leave to the joy... Go and tell it to the one who stands awkwardly bashed by speed of time... Go and tell it to the one whom used to hope in some present justice, go and face the one whose hand will never reach again the shape of a loving man... I'm over this hill rushed by windy caress from Winterly Sir: and I find no peace in any of these myths... But watchin still towards the one that still rise although he's breakin inside, I feel like wishing them to believe in that sense I just can't perceive... I wish that those who left can get him back all of the gone hopes, and life and all that they wish to feel touched by again. I did touch Death onto this unmoving hill: and She did also touch me. I wonder who you are, you seem to have no plans... You seem to not confide your razor will erase the broken bones... You have put onto so young shoulders decades, while sometimes you let badness ruling all of our ways... And still this empty hill frozen by the wind it's gonna rebirth... And we are gonna remain unconscious, afraid... here wondering why, here answering ourselves by... and here we're gonna still stay, feeling so small, feeling so bound to be break, and always unaccepting what we should just take: what we can't avoid to be... In this slow game of the seasons, the only things that change is our illusion to be ready to make anything and breathe... but then why, why, why... like flowers too beautiful these illusions will be flowering all over and over again? Glittering my mind and heart again? Again? Again...again? ---------------- Photoshop7, source pic is MeliDarkHair029, available in my website. 30 minutes work. ------------------ Hi back...:) I wasn't intentioned to come here before the end of September, but as time of holiday leaving approached (I leave in the weekend to Canary Islands) I felt it would have been fair to share a bit of what has been up in my heart lately. Life goes well, work is fine and the activity at volunteer centre with the kids has been a fantastic experience that i hope to renew in the Fall. But since life can't be perfect, the dark shades of terrorisms have strongly affected me. This is what I wrote on the eve of London's attacks. Everyone who knows me knows that town is dear to my heart... and the people in there. But I am not gonna bend to hate, and I am not gonna resign to fear. This is the message I thought it was right to share with you all. I'll be back consistently (or more consistently) here around the end of September. Miss you all, and I wish everybody good August holidays. Hugs&kisses, Meli :)

Comments (59)

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mumbocat

11:25AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

So wonderful to see you back!!!! Such a thought provoking image and words to go with it. As always, your imagery and words do such a beautiful job of examining the depth of the soul.

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titta

11:25AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Oh meli, I've been missing you so much - as everybody else here too I think :-) It's sooooo nice to see you back, and with such a brilliant picture! I like the color scheme a lot, modest and yet impressive. very deeply atmospheric image you've created! And your words are touching as always. Thank you so much for sharing this picture and these thoughts! Feel well, jave a great holidays, and take good care of yourself! :-)

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Snow_Angel

11:27AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Awesome poem and heart behind it and wonderful abstract Meli! Have a great time on your Holiday! Have as many great times as you can :) Hate and fear will never win! Hugss XOXO :)

Merlin2000

11:28AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

WoW....!!! Impressive work !!! Very imaginative Image!!!!Excellent and Vote!!!!

venerella

11:30AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Non ci sarmai risposta a domande che noi ci poniamo dettate da cose di non-senso. Ne subiamo l'effetto, conscio o non, e ne riportiamo le conseguenze dibattendoci in un eterno conflitto di domande che non troveranno mai risposta. Ed ansia e insicurezza aumentano in un mondo che ci spaventa sempre di piu' e dal quale ci cerchiamo di allontanare, ognuno in modo diverso, isolandoci sempre di piu'. Mi manchi tanto stellina, ho risposto alla tua mail e poi non ti ho sentito piu'... spero solo che tu stia bene, e che passi delle stupende vacanze alle Canarie! ; ) Un abbraccio enorme!

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marcfx

11:30AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Its soooo good to hear from you again and what a comeback image to upload! Thankyou for all that you do. You are special. Best wishes love and light XX. Marc

kennyliu

11:32AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Beautiful work! Glad to see you back:) Take good care of yourself!

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Zabeth

11:33AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

What breathtaking words you wrote...again....! And the composition a delight!!!! Thank you so much for sharing! Have a beautiful time in the islands!!! Hugs

geneb19

11:40AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Meli! dear sweet Meli...it's so good to see you back even if it is just temporarily. i've missed you and your gorgeous art. take care dear heart and enjoy your holidays! this time of terror can't last. the world will come to its senses sweetheart...with the help and love of those like you!!! hugs and a kiss...Gene

vlaaitje

11:46AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

hello sweetheart, sure we miss you all here....I left some emails for you, and also I checked your latest images on your own website and left there also some comments. I know life can be hard and very dangerous, but we most go on, if we created fear for fear then we are lost...take good care of your self sweetie....hugz xxxxx

Tamela.J.

11:48AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Very emotional writing & strong image, Meli! Xcellent as always!!!

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pjaj

11:55AM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Good to see a post from you!! Excellent work of art and you take care of yourself;o)

gwfa

12:11PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

welcome back, cara mia...

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cbender

12:27PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

hey, hugs and thank you... :))) have a wonderful time... enjoy and find a new start... a new point where there's no "again"... where a road opens and you can step further along... hugehugs

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irix.

12:34PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

meli o0o how i miss you... this is touching & and strong hugz meli!!! luv u

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RodolfoCiminelli

12:35PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

I miei sentimenti su questo lavoro stanno mescolati un po' con quello che dicono gli altri artisti un lavoro provocante e contemporaneamente emozionale....!!! Ha una stupenda realizzazione come tutti i tuoi lavori....!!! Benvenuta nuovamente ed anche che abbia un eccellente e molto felice viaggio alle Canarie....!!!

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Elfenone

12:37PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Wow Meli you can really write from the depths of your soul a perception of the effects of time and passing and remaining. That was breathtaking! You're something else you know that. HUGE HUGS

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GreenSat

1:37PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Nice to see you back again...missed you a lot!!! Beautiful job! (as always) ;)

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robotalk

1:50PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Sensitive--meaningful and heartfelt collage/image and poem/diary --beautiful !!

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firestorm

1:51PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

look foward to seeing you and your art back "more consistently" :))

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altecfive

1:57PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Good to see you back.

cynlee

2:03PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

hi meli! good to see you again... it's a vampire world out there, save your strength, the atrocities will suck you dry... your contribution to the children is well admired... nicely done graphic work... & enjoy the rest of your hols... hugzzzz :]

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Digimon

2:13PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Wonderful piece! Enjoy your time in Paradise!

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tibet2004uk

2:52PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Hey sweet Meli!! Nice to hear from u darling and nice to read that u're alright! Can't wait to have u back around here for good! In the meantime, Have a fantastic time on the Canari Islands, enjoy have fun and be happy always! :) Oh btw, what a great collage u did here! I love the style, like an old newspaper!

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Artzy

3:13PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Excellent Work Indeed!

LFNForever

3:49PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Okay, first, good luck to you!! Second, beautiful poetry to the imagery. I will assume that you wrote it since I didn't notice any credits otherwise, and third, PLEASE let me know when you are officially "back". I, personally, started a five month full time days computer course at a local business college about a month ago. I have all this week and Monday, "finals" for this module's week, then a whole week off, then I'll go back to school for another five weeks for the second module. Four modules total, with a week off in between each one, so it will take app. 6 months before I graduate, so I hope you will understand my abscence a lot around here lately as well...awesome imagery!! :)

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gunsan

4:14PM | Tue, 02 August 2005

Dearest Meli, I know how easy your heart bleed, I can understand your reaction. At the same time i am so happy that your life is fine and that you have a wonderful time of freedom waiting. Looking forward to your return. Good to have this popping in whith this powerful image and poem.

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