BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (23)
Elfenone
Absolutely beautiful sis.. I'm sorry you are having pain and yes, tell your oncologist and we will keep you in our prayers hon.
vlaaitje
so sad to hear that you are in pain all the time, be strong !! Glad you found the time to use your camera. I know how it feels if your lungs hurting.....
STEVIEUKWONDER
Well Susan, I'm voting twice for this image. First of all, for your artistry and secondly for your courage. I am glad the pain is under control. Excellent work Susan. Take care my friend. Steve :o) Vote x 2!
February
Sorry to hear of your pain. Make sure you tell specialist. As pain control is very important. Hope you feel better soon. Lovely image:)
Samhain74
Nice,very nice.Sorry about the pain.Good luck and god speed.
sharky_
I'm just hoping and praying that you'll be ok. Aloha
Mondwin
Good luck, dear SUSAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! EXC. as usual!!bravo!!vote!!:DDD
jcv2
sigh Hard times, glad to see you could be helped! You still have a warm place in mind and prayers! Have a nice Sunday!
Irish
Susan, Hon, call your Oncologist tomorrow - maybe they can fit you in sooner...and I am so sorry you had to have this added to your worries. Keep strong Dear Susan :) Gorgeous flower...no wonder hummingbirds love it.
romanceworks
A beautiful image and they are so fragrant. I'm so very sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. and hope you feel better soon. :o) CC
Shakti27
Hope you pull through - shame I cant take away your pain but I hope a digital HUGE HUG and well wishes helps your feelings at least - hope everything works out for you - and all these gorgeous flowers that you share with us are stunning - its wonderful that you're surrounded every day with such beauty despite the heat S
awadissk
Excellent image, perfectly done work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DennisReed
It's nice to see you have strength to still spot a pretty flower! I'm so sorry your suffering Susan! I continue to pray it all goes away! Hugs!
SNAKEY
Lovely work Susan..... I hope you feel better. You are going through the grind... I know it's not easy. We are here for you... always and ever, praying , wishing the best for you and in this invisible maze of the Net holding your hands and lending our shoulder. Close your eyes... take a deep breathe..... extend your hands ...... reach for it..... You will feel my hands. Try it.:O))
tvernuccio
It's a beautiful flower, Sis!! oh sweetie, i'm so sorry to hear about the fluid build up around your lung. sigh Wish i could just make it all better for you. I hope they'll be able to get you better soon!!! you are always in my thoughts and prayers!!!! hugest hugggsss!
cynlee
very nice sweep of white & bloom... stay strong susan dear, hugz :]
Silkylady
Susan, I am so sorry you are not up to feeling too good. Dave gave me a heads up on your comments to me, and I thank you so much. I know pain, well aquainted, but I hope this note finds you a little better anyway. I love all your flowers.Voted...Elnor...
davidoblad
Again Susan, You must live in Botanica. Can't believe all the flowers you have access to. I have to go to the flower shop to see such beauty. Then some clerk starts ragging on me if I'm gonna buy or am I there just to sniff? Since I don't smell so good anymore... that's to say... my sense of smell isn't as acute as it once was.. I just buy artificial ones for my garden.. they last much longer..lol. Sorry to hear about your fluids.. hope you can take care of them sooner than later. Always in my thoughts and wishes Sweetie.. Dave :^) V
evielouise
All my ebots for all of my fav artist come to a e-mail addy that I don't go into much so I am behind on who has what up but happy I wandered in here on my own love it sis ! bravo!! (fight back we are all with you) hugs evie
Richardphotos
I know you are having a hard time and I am amazed that you have the strength to post and even comment. I appreciate very much your incredible spirit and fortitude. the flower is gorgeous Susan
sossy
a beautiful and impressive presented photo! Oh Susan, so sorry for the hard time you have to go through! I wish I could help you and take the pain and desease away! hugs ;o)))
avalonfaayre
All my love and prayers hon. You have remarkable courage, and this is a beautiful image. Simple elegance.
sadlers5
hi sue, I like this little flower and maybe I will plant one next year for the hummingbirds! they also like my phlox plants, take care, luv, ann