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I am truly worn now.
Tired of a million thoughts
flooding my brain, invading.
Tired of the ongoing pain.
Pouring in torrents or
trickling out incessantly.
Abrasive as an ice cold wind.
I would like to be numb.
To all of it, pain, thoughts,
feelings, life, to all of it.
Emotionless, no sensations,
no fear, no shame.
A simple peace,
one that can not be achieved.
The constant onslaught of it all,
so exhausting, depressing.
Suffocating me,
bringing me to my knees.
A plead of rescue, an ending.
Anything to be rid of this,
this life, this breath.
To such a point of anger,
So much rage pent up.
Why me? Why anyone
should go through all of it?
Nothing to fight, no one to help.
A useless, wretched struggle.
Again with life's cruel joke.
Whose massive stage are we on?
Whose strings are around us?
Like puppets we follow logic,
listen to avalanches of advice,
do as society states.
Only to reach an end
we do not deserve or want, why?
What right do they have?
God, Gods, Goddesses, Fates.
Does it matter? We serve their purpose,
their entertainment, fulfill their needs.
Programs, programs, get your programs!
Exit stage left, oh and by the way,
GIVE ME MY DAMN STRINGS BACK!
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A little raw and purely untouched, it captures the mood for me.
Comments (1)
Wolfspirit
This is grand writing and understandable the thought, as I too have had itas I think maybe, we all have at one point or another Being human as we all are and understanding that fact alone is half the battle of understanding our individual lives. Anyhow back to the point, in reality no one controls of you, but you. (Others may influence, yet they do not make that final decision, you do.) As it is often sharedyou are the captain of your own ship ExampleIf I say do this or do that if you take that to heart and it affects you one way or another, your actions or otherwise emotionally or in any way what so ever, you are voluntarily owning those words thus the thought/s your choice, if you do not and they do nothing in any way to or for you emotionally or otherwise, you are not owning those words or thought/s thus again, your choice You see what I am saying here all are just words you do not have to own them that is your choice. It always is, and always will be. Anyhow, over all thanks for sharing this work