BIO
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I have fluctuated between writing things about my state of mind and writing about my life as we know it. Most of the time I'd just delete everything and leave it all blank. I've decided to just ramble on from time to time and let the crap stay. Kind of a log file, just as hard to understand, and just as worthless to most...
May 08 2009: Posted an issue I feel strongly about. Alienate a lot of people. Need to talk to someone. Tried talking to friends but we are all dealing with the same s#it - the loss of a friend. Tried here on Renderosity. Nobody will talk.
May 14 2009: Took some time off to let go of some anger. Hope to post again. I really want to delete everything. Been a member since 2003 so I know how it works. I am just getting so tired of everything.
May 18 2009: It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this. I had hoped there'd be something better for me. I used to think I had something to say. But my private ideologies gave me away. I tried to keep my mouth shut but it's always the same over and over and over again.Today I got it wrong again but it's not surprise. Once more heaven has forgotten me. So everybody clap your hands together and close your eyes, as I watch my world collapse. Don't waste your sympathy on me because I made this mess. My mistakes happen with so much success but I drag you all down into my sorry mess. I said I was sorry but it's always the same over and over and over again. I have been doomed from the first time I tried to find something to say I kept hidden inside. It would be much better if I just smiled and lied. ...
June 5, 2009: Things are not good. I know I should blog. No body reads this. Most web users skim at best. So I am safe in leaving behind scraps of mental illness in my wake. Things are NOT good..
July 10, 2009: It's all turned the s#it - i'ts ALL s#it.
November 25, 2015: I am amazed that I still breath. Whenever I begin to feel as if I have no Hope, I hear a whisper in my ear that reminds me I AM STRONG.
...at least for one more day.
Comments (10)
mumbocat
As with all your work, intensly expressive! This is also very illustrative of the theme you are presenting. A powerfully emotional and excellent peice of work.
Sabra
A very painful, yet powerful piece of art. Very impressive and confronting, and that I admire most in your artwork.
bevchiron
I can bearly tear my eyes from that haunted face, the eyes that have seen too much, the mute & taped mouth convey so much helplessness yet still the small figure so diminished by the power of red seems to face the world from behind a defiant mask, once again your stark & minimal style takes my breath away... great work Yo.
mixitupboi
beyond words . . . well done
Georgy
Very emotional.The mouth is taped.But I can hear.I wish I could say somthing but my feelings are overwelmed. I'ts like I want to reach out ,but don't know how.Even though you let the veiwer in.I'ts a scarry place.Very original in your art style.
miharo
excellent style!... perfect!!!
gunsan
So intense! I feel as I can go into that hurted child. You are such a great artist Yo!!
A_
once again, i don't know what to say... this work is amazing, all the detailing, and that look in his eyes. i feel exactly like Georgy.
Odessey
Heavy impact on sending forth a strong message, quallity wise i would not change a thing, perfect!
Synapse
The style here reminds me of Dave McKean, which is very much a compliment! As well as being aesthetically successful, it communicates your sentiments perfectly and fills me with anger towards this so-called father...