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Tears of a clown

Poser Atmosphere/Mood posted on Jan 04, 2006
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Just like Pagliacci did, I try to keep my surface hid. Smiling in the public eye But in my lonely room I cry the tears of a clown when there's no one around. (Lyrics by Smokey Robinson Pagliacci = Bajazzo) I dedicate this image to all of you that listened and comforted me during the last months - take my heartfelt thanks for not avoiding me and for your understanding when I was not able to keep my mask on, when I was not funny or amusing anymore. And please excuse that I'm not writing down all your names - I'm too afraid to forget about one... Me and my hubby will pack our bags tomorrow to visit my father. My mother is losing her fight against the cancer and is slowly and silently passing away, in fact she is not on this world anymore but somewhere between life and after-life. We are all just thankfull that she is able to sleep and dream while we can do nothing but wait and hope for a death without pain and in peace and dignity - and spend this time together with talking and memories, a good meal and some very timid plans for the time that lies ahead. I'm glad that my father has such small plans, he wants to visit us for a small vacation, filled with nothing more or less but strolls through the historic city and the highlands and a good cup of coffee on our sofa. He told me that he needs something to look forward to and so do we. So please don't mind if it's a bit silent here during the next days or weeks, I will be back as soon as I'm able to and try to keep in touch with you as good as possible. No technical things today, just credits: Dominique by Rhiannon with face_off's Unimesh Realism Kit, clothes by Billy-T, pose by Ilona, wall by Vali, stockings by Spanki with a texture by Peit1958 (Thank you again!!! They came just in time when I needed something bright and serene).

Comments (20)


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RGUS

3:48PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Oh Meike... such a beautiful and sad image for such a sad affair with your mother... you have captured such a beautiful emotion... crying... take care Lady... beautiful image!

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PG-Graphics

3:54PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Meike es tut mir so leid...ich drk Dich!

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ilumminati

3:55PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

This is what I call "THE ART OF POSER"! Wonderful!

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linkdink

4:11PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

A very striking image. My best to you and your mother.

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Fredy

4:15PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Sad... Very very sad... Ich wsche Dir und Deiner Familie viel Kraft. Ich denk an Euch.

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tlaloc321

4:33PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

take care, and thank you.

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Shardz

4:46PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

A very emotional and powerful image, Meike. My thoughts are with you in this very difficult time as I know it can't be an easy thing to go through. I wish you and your family the very best and take care of yourself and personal matters, that always comes first.

dayna2

6:11PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Beautiful, I am sorry for your pain Dayna xxoo

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GRiMAge

6:53PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Such a sad and tragic image - i think you've frozen perfectly here your emotions and feelings - and, again, no more words i can think of - just take care, and always stay strong! huge hugs

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wparrott1

7:31PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

This is a very moving image! Beautifully done and vey dramatic. Excellent!

UweMattern

7:53PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

you both are not alone... you know...~Uwe

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drifterlee

9:16PM | Wed, 04 January 2006

Gorgeous render!

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Krid

12:37AM | Thu, 05 January 2006

great scene with excellent pose and lightning

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missgrin

3:16AM | Thu, 05 January 2006

Fantastic render....

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ericfarris

9:40AM | Thu, 05 January 2006

My toughts are with you and yours Meike, enormous hugs my friend - Eric

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Ede1302

1:21PM | Thu, 05 January 2006

Ich fle mit Dir... Liebe Gre Edgar

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rixster

3:35PM | Thu, 05 January 2006

Superb image - love the pose and the lighting is excellent - nice work!!

wishes3d

7:10PM | Thu, 05 January 2006

Excellent work!

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Hedda

4:45PM | Thu, 12 January 2006

I really don't know what to write right now Meike. I have been keeping one of the caring messages that you wrote to me in september, after I had posted my "Lights will guide you home" picture. I kept one of your messages because I think it was so careful and comforting, and so that I should remember to visit your gallery when I felt better. Now I finally visited you gallery, and reading your words really makes my tears falling down my face. In times like this, I can't find the right words to express my feelings or sympathy, especially not in english. I just want you to know that I think of you, and I wishthat things will work out as good as it can in this situation for you and your family. Your image here are so expressful and so sad, and the lyrics that you have added are so great to this picture. Take good care of yourself Meike! ~Love and hugs from Hedda~

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Nuria

3:03AM | Tue, 24 January 2006

Dramatic and moving image. Lament a lot that you have had to go by this bitter situation. Hugs, Nuria


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