BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (46)
Mondwin
You are always in my prayer dear Susan...Bravissima as usual!V:DDD.Big Hugsxx Whylma.
findme1999
love the colors, red green and blue that just pop.. good luck tuesday
Warblade
beutiful Photo hun,and your in my prayers as well!
PaisleyRose
This is so gorgeous I could stare at it for an hour! Beautifully done, Susan. You are in my prayers, as well. Praying that you do not have to have chemo ever again. (((((((hugs!)))))))
STEVIEUKWONDER
Will be thinking about you on Tuesday Susan. What pretty work this is my friend. Rest well, don't overdo it and try to keep your strength up. Steve :o)
TheAnimaGemini
Beautyfull image sweetie.The colors are so beautyfull. Love the colors of fall. So rich and dreamy. Hope they find for you a alternative for the chemo. Wish you really just the best hon and get well soon. Ilona
Sekadhar
Sis! Photo is fantastic....that I love! But you SHOULD take chemotherapy....it's not easy but is helpful! It help me a lot...and now I am on radiotherapy...and some alternative things, too! All for the life....I love to live....I love people...all of you and you! Don't be stuborn - take care of yourself! You have family you are not alone! TAKE CARE! Lot is in our head and hand! Belive me! And then every chemo is not the same. I had four times in my life and two was not terrible at all - two was! So what now is gone....I am feeling well!!! Super shot and postwork!!!!
Irish
An absolutely gorgeous capture and you have framed it so beautifully Susan ~ Bravo!! I know you are dreading this visit and I will be thinking of you for sure and hoping all goes very very well...keep the faith!!
1010
I love the colors of fall but not what follows it! Very beautiful Susan, you've captures a bright, crisp day! We are getting the wind now and everything is so soggy. You take care sweetie. hugzzzzzzzzzzz
MrsLubner
Great vivid colors!
Virtual_World
So beautiful colors! If you have to make a decision pray God and ask him to illuminate your hearth about what is best for you! Keep your faith!
Silkylady
Yes, Susan, the colors are beautiful this year. This is very pretty. Huggs...Silkylady...
Shakti27
take care hun and hope all turns out well such as this image - beautiful colors and love the flair you added to it S HUGE HUGS
meico
Autumn hasn't started really in the UK yet ... the colours truly are beautiful - as you are ... so look after yourself. Do what you need to do to get well. It is something I will have to face in the future. Hugs Mike
Primal
I hate cancer!and i am not an organized religious type either but i do see the effects of prayer and the focus people have and i have seen it work in the most amazing ways..so i pray too and focus as much posative energy your way as i can and hope all your other friends do the same..That is the only alternative i have seen except maybe taking just the right concoction of anti oxcidents and green tea and who knows what but i would be trying everything..and i have heard that being posative and always imagining and invsioning yourself well is very good to help your body respond in the right way..i also saw a study about laughter and how that just does incredible things and really can speed up recovery..so sit down in front of your fav comedian and start laughing while you feast on healthy remedies and soak up our prayers and love..just a thought..Get well soon.
busi2ness
Wonderful soft but colorful post work.
Skydancer917
This is beautiful, Susan, you did a really nice job. Will definitely send positive thoughts your way!
Richardphotos
stunning colors Susan and I plan on a trip to Hot Springs but probably will be too late. I hope the very best for you at your appointment, and it is your decision but I think you should consider the treatment so you can be a survivor
wonderworld
Stunning work and best of wishes!
evielouise
Hey sis! great image I lvoe the colors and a really nice framing job there : Now I'm not one to give advise on a subject of such serious matter and thank you god I never walked your shoes (so far) but Sekadhar"has and is walking your way so listen carefully ok?? love you and your always in my prayers I have such a long list I'm sure he is saying I wish this lady would shut up and go to sleep lol: hugs))
jadench
Wonderful colors and point of view. Just be confident that everything will work out and it will. We will be thinking of you on Tuesday.
DennisReed
Always! Hugs!
Valerie-Ducom
wowww, very nice picture and excellent composition color !!! Fantastic!!! Good day ;)
sharky_
Beautiful everything........love the colors. Aloha
Syltermermaid
A fantastic picture Susan! You are in my thoughts and in my prayers and I hoep everything will work out and you don't need the chemo!! You are a wonderful artist!!! Hugs Ute
romanceworks
What a lovely and vibrant image. Love your treatment on this. I'm always so sad to see the leaves blow away, but I suppose that is what makes the beauty of fall so precious. My thoughts are with you - it's wonderful to see you feeling good and I do hope all goes well. CC
avalonfaayre
I love this gorgeous fall water color! (That is what it looks like, anyway!)Captures exactly what this week looked like. The green is from the lovely rain we got a few days ago that brought the grass back to temporary life. The golden light of the Autumn Sun has made everything glow and shine in vibrant fall colors. Nice render! You don't have to ask twice. You know how I pray for you. Love ya, sis. Do what you have to do.
angelbearzs
that is beatiful secne and awesome image :)
4udreamcatcher
Gorgeous :O-)
Gwyn Tyger
this is amazing.y beautiful.