BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (33)
STEVIEUKWONDER
Such beautiful coloring Susan. Beautifully done. I will be thinking about you, you'll never believe how much. I hope your Doctor can stabilise your blood for you. That way you won't feel so tired. Mine and Cathy's thoughts are with you and please don't worry about commenting, if it is uncomfortable for you. I am sure your friends would much rather you rested to regain your strength, than know that you were in pain, whilst sat at the computer. All our love and thoughts go out to you. Stay strong my friend. Steve & Cathy.
wonderworld
Susan- Beautiful colors and raindrops in this! Please try mind over matter- Imagine yourself well- Eat fresh clean fruit and look at many colors- It's all more powerful than their tests and diagnosis!
Dianthus
Lovely image but your words are so sad. Sorry for your pain. Know that we are all thinking of you.
Sekadhar
My dearest Susan - image is really fantastic! Bravo! Wish you better days - and it will come - please belive in it! That is very important! VERY!!! With all my love! Hugzzzzzzzzzz Vjera Super done!*****!
meico
Beautiful shot, Susan. My thoughts and prayers are with you ... I have similar blood problems. Try to keep positive, though I know that's not easy. Love Mike
romanceworks
This is so vibrant and lovely, Susan. With all you are going through, it's good you can still see the beauty and healing in nature. You are a brave woman and my thoughts are with you. Hugs - CC
Littlejock
Great pic Susan. Lovely pic. you move my heart reading you.. You are very encouraged woman, I know only read your note.. and I dont know your. You courage must to be always UP... and you will help yourself so much. Take much care... and Good luck... Hugs. Luis a spaniard photographer
Syltermermaid
Fantastic captured Blush!!!!! I feel so sorry to hear you are again have fever!!! I hope and pray soo much that you will be soon better!!! All my thoughts and prayers are with you!!!! Take good care! Hugs Ute
jadench
A most excellent picture! Wonderful colors! Sorry to hear that you have been so sick lately. You are in our thoughts in our home. We still have a healing candle burning for you. Just try and imagine your self well and it will happen. The mind is a powerful tool. It has been said many times that a person can "think" themselves sick and it will happen. It would seem then that one can manifest wellness by thinking themselves well. I wish you peace and health now and in the future.
1010
Susan that is a beautiful image, the bright colors and your frame sets it apart. So beautiful, I do love the colors of fall. I will be praying for you this week sweetie. You have gone through so much. You must be a very strong person with a lot of faith. Huge hugz Susan!
sadlers5
Dear Sue, hope you are better today, sending hugs and kisses and kisses from my five month old poodle pup sunny too, love this picture its so real i can feel the water almost! love the colors too, hang in there ok, praying for you too, love, Ann
busi2ness
A color of life - red, full of energy, how appropriate. You are in our thoughts, good luck.
Irish
Susan, you are very much in my thoughts and I am so so sorry you are having this horrible time that must seem so neverending at times. I send you all my love and good wishes. I love your beautiful images - they are so full of light and beauty...sending you huge hug and lots of comfort and good wishes.
Shakti27
Beauty from the nature around you is so marvelous to see and ty so much for sharing this bit of it :) sry about your pain and illness - I hope you get better soon and wish for your speedy recovery HUGE HUGS
TheAnimaGemini
Susan this is beautyfull. Great image. Sorry to hear you feel bad again my dear. I wish you really that you recover fast. Dont botther about the stupid comments. You need now all your strenght for your self. My thoughts are whith you hon. Big hugs and kisses Ilona
MrsLubner
A wonderful and colorful reminder of life cycles. We are no different from any other living thing on this earth. And like the beauty of this leaf and the others around it, we make others and ourselves special. One thing that has helped me since my surgery a few years ago and my diagnosis/prognosis, has been to never let myself believe I am sick. I run out of energy unexpectedly and find some days are very hard to make it through. But even when I have to stay in bed or I have to stop to re-energize, I never think of it as being sick. I think of it as just being special and Mother's Nature's way of saying I need to pamper myself a bit by concentrating on myself and my own needs. Never think of yourself as ill. You are just spending more time taking care of yourself and of others helping you do just that. It's all in what you believe that makes the difference.
DennisReed
Lovely Autumn image Susan! Bravo! I agree with Ilona that you should not worry regarding comments to us. You just do what is helpful for you at this time, we all have you in our hearts & prayers. Hugs!
evielouise
hi there sis I'm glad to see you found some strenght to come in and post this is very lovely your always in my prayers before I rest my head hugs hope you get better news soon:
Silkylady
Oh, I'm so sorry you are ill again. We all hope you are better soon. We pray for you every day. Yes, fall is here, and this is a very pretty image you have captured for this season. Huggs...Silkylady...
awadissk
Wonderful image!!!!!!!!!!!!!
marybelgium
beautiful ! I hope you get better very soon !
davidoblad
I'm always amazed how a leaf can turn red. Beautiful picture here Susan. Don't worry about keeping up here.. do it for fun but it's not a job. Reminds me of the patient that complains to the doctor that it hurts to raise her arm in such a manner. So he says don't raise your arm like that! So... if it hurts to use your computer then don't use it. Simple. We'll still be here and wishing for your return to health and we'll be happy when you are having a good day. You must reduce your stress and keep a happy positive attitude. That will go a very long way in your battles with illness. Big hugs and well wishes from Dave :^)
shanpoo
My heart hurts for your illness and pain. I am so sorry that all this is going on. I know what its like to be very ill and scared to go to the doctors to find out what is wrong. I will pray for you to have a fast and successful recovery.....Shannon ;}
Richardphotos
Susan, you know your capabilities but do not push yourself to comment on mine although I look forward to reading your words. stunning leafs and such vibrant color
Virtual_World
Susan, your images are so beautiful. I love the colors of this one. Don't worry about comments. Hope is a powerful therapy and God is the source of true hope. Jehovah God assures: "Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not gaze about, for I am your God. I will fortify you. I will really help you. I will really keep fast hold of you with my right hand of righteousness."Isaiah 41:10. Warming hugs! Amarilis
mamabobbijo
Ah, so you are Di's friend Susan! Well my dear worry not we are all praying for you even those of us who don't know you. Your photo's are stunning. Thanks for taking the time to share them with us. Be well, my prayers are with you. BJ
sharky_
You are in my thoughts and prayers always. Aloha
madame
Superb shot, Susan... I love those vibrant colors !! You are in my thoughts, take care of you and rests well, your health is more important than the comments :)
Valerie-Ducom
wowwww, very nice and beautiful picture, I like this color!!! Excellent!!! Good day ;)
4udreamcatcher
Beautiful composition Susan, the colors are so vibrant :O-) Well done!