BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (70)
sharky_
You will always be in my prayers and thoughts my friend... Aloha
1hawks1
You are always in my thoughts and prayers Susan..You are loved by so many at Renderosity. May God be with you my dear friend.
rainbows
Susan, a beautiful, beautiful image here. You are in my thoughts, my prayers contantly. I hope they have controled the pain for you. Agree with Hawks, you are loved by so many in our RR Family. Gentle hugs. Diane.
Valerie-Ducom
Very beautiful picture !!! :)
tyllo
Outstanding image,Susan,sharp and full of life! Dear friend, I wish you all the best and hope everything'll go well. You're such a great artist and terrific, brave person! Sending you my love and prayers all the way from Sweden! :)
davidoblad
Fantastic image and shot here Susan. Life can be very beautiful. You know your in my thoughts everyday.. My very best wishes for successful treatment and improvement. Hugs from Dave :^)
Pixel_256
Nice picture, sad story :(
Richardphotos
Susan, I feel so down for your news but with your strength you will beat it. I will keep you in my thoughts. your capture of the cone is beautiful and post work
4udreamcatcher
Beautiful work Susan, as always. I am so sorry to hear your news, sounds like you have the same thing my friend had ....... please know you and your family and in my prayers and I truly hope for the very best for you! Hugs and much love!
RubyT
Hi Susan, nice to meet you right back! I really thank you for visiting my gallery and your sweet comments. I just looked through your gallery, beautiful collection of loveliness! Your captures are gorgeous and I love the effects you use! I'm terribly sorry for the news about your cancer. But, after seeing beauty through your captures, I feel your spirit will fight and hopefully your body will also fight that cancer. And, if not, I'm so very happy we have crossed paths on our journeys. I wish for you a bright healing light. I wish for you a circle of warmth to ease your pain. Susan, you are now in my prayers and on mind, and the colors you have released here will be in my soul.
shanpoo
I am so sorry to hear about your news. My whole family is praying for your peace and recovery. I know this is news that is very scary for you and your family. I believe you have such a big heart to over come this. Fight as hard as you can and I think all these prayers are going to help. I hope the doctors can give you something for the pain you feel. Big hugs and prayers for you!....Shannon
Zeldie
Hi there Hunny. First your capture is really colourful and full of life. Then about you... I know sometimes it feels as if you're fighting a losing battle, but hang in there ok? There's nothing more powerful than prayer and we're all praying for you. My Mom is on a 2 month break from chemo at this stage, though she will never be in a remission again... She's only trying to buy time now... I hope you cope with the pain. Try and rest as much as possible when the pain is bearable and rather take something for the pain when it's still bearable, before it becomes out of control? You are in my thoughts and prayers my friend... Keep believing, Zellie
evielouise
ohhhhh--I missed this one my ebots don;t come at all anymore so I have to do search and that takes alot of time as I find it hard to sit long any more: I love your image as I love you and your always in my prayers I'm sending you a IM right bow hopefully you check then love always ,friend evie hugs and warm prayers:
zoren
sensational gallery of images!! my best wishes to you for a full recovery and full creativity.
npauling
This is a super shot beautifully presented. I'm really sorry to hear about your cancer. A real blow. Have you tried Acupunture for your pain, my friend who has cancer throughout her body swears by it. Good luck with your treatments, I will be thinking of you.
kimariehere
beautiful work on this susan... oh honey !! you have been so on my mind and in my heart i am sOOO sorry to hear of this ... God is a God of miracles and i shall pray for you daily stay strong and know you are loved.. biggest hugs love ya hang in there and dont give up ever!!! ...
DonaKuka
A so beautiful image ..and Susan, you are an inspiration for all of us because of your strenght...I'll be praying for you!
odie
Such friendly and cheerful colors and nice frame too! :0)
watifeye
Susan it is wonderful to meet you my Friend. I am truly saddened to hear of the terrible news you recieved. Do not give up! Fight this with everything you can, your words tell me you are not going to be beaten and I will pray to God every day for your relief from pain and sucess in your struggle with cancer. My Dear Wife went through the same battle as you many years ago, the doctors gave her a few months, but she was still running around as best as possible, doing normal everyday things and driving her car for many years after that, and medicines in those days were not as advanced as they are today. Hang in there Susan. We all your friends here on Renderosity will be praying to God to show mercy and give you the strength to help you win. If you feel you need to talk, or ask me anything about anything. Contact me anytime of the day or night, I welcome you Susan. Big Hugs. Your pinecones pic is really beautiful and I look forward to viewing your wonderful gallery and many many more uploads from you. God Bless and Protect You. .........................Pete
Sekadhar
One of your best! Love it! Bravo sis!*****!
Burpee
I clicked here because I loved this adorable pine cone in its thatched roof house. I am here now because your courage and strength move me deeply and I will pray for you daily. My nephew had osteosarcoma on his shoulder and he just finished his last chemotherapy yesterday. His cancer is gone. I know if we pray and send well wishes your way that we can heal you as well. You are too special to lose so never give up the fight. Sending all my love.
childoflightdesigns
Hi Susan , I will kepp you in my prayers and thoughts dear . This is a wonderful picture ! I will keep an eye on you from now on . blessings and wishes Elaine
kodewarrior1
Hi Susan. Maybe this is the first time we cross our ways. I heard about u reading a poem written from a common renderosity friend (brubright). I'm watching your galley and i can say you have a unique artistic point of view. I'm so sad for what is happening to you. You'll be in my prayers, for sure.
brubright
I apologize for commenting so late on this image, the cold weather has had my joints a little painful these days so I am a little slower at things but I really enjoyed this image. Your images are wonderful and I enjoy searching thru your gallery. I look forward to upcoming images and hearing of better days for you. Love and prayers, Brian
TallPockets
Beautiful work, kind soul. Wishing for you ONLY GOOD thoughts. My best, always. T.P.
blondbear1
Sorry to hears the news........Lovely picture, nicely done!
marybelgium
I saw your comment on Vjera last posting...I am so sad for what is happening to you. Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and wish for you soon better days ...hugs from Belgium ! Mary
butterfly_fish
hugs
danob
You are very Brave dear keep your chin up and love and best wishes as always
priss117
Beautiful picture. I am sorry about your bad news. Don't ever listen to the Doctors for they don't know how long these things can be. My friend had cancer and they told her she had 3 months. Well she lived with it for 17yrs but sadly did pass last month. Still it wasn't the cancer that got her. I will keep you in my prayers.