BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (45)
alhak
beautiful flowers - havent seen them before, dont think we have them over here best wishes for a happy birthday, have a lovely day
GVDV
Lovely flowers and very cheerfull image...i am glad you wanna fight this thing !!! Hope you will find the needed strength to continue to battle !!! And sometimes miracles do happen...you just have to keep your Faith and fight !!! You're in my mind and prayers !!! Wish you a happy, glorious and wonderfull 25th birthday already !!! Our fingers will be crossed for you all the time !!! Hang in there girl...We're with you !!!
Richardphotos
advanced happy birthday Susan. I am so happy that you were able to post and your flowers are gorgeous and equally your capture. I am not really religious but I do believe miracles happens and maybe you will embrace one. I bet the hospital lost that report on purpose to avoid a lawsuit from the doctor discussing your medical condition with a stranger. my sister in law was able to come home last Friday night,but she must return to Okla.City every Wednesday.her blood work is slowly getting better, but she had too much ammonia in her system from liver damage and they have made her have diaheria for more than 20days to cleanse it out of her
Littlejock
I love read your notes and admire your flowers. You can trasnmit how you fight that and is a big example for us. I have some flowers since many time, what you like a lot, and will post tomorrow, and what better for your birthday?. I hope continue reading and looking your energy. Hugs and my best whises and prayers is for you. Hugs. Luis
Irish
Have a fantastic, fabulous Birthday dear Susan!!! Love your beautiful spring image and your encouraging message which is full of yearning and hope. You are a steadfast fighter!!!!! Sending a big hug your way!
Primal
Fight Fight fight with all your might!I so hate cancer!and all the pain and other nasty stuff that goes with it..I love your additude and spirit and you are in my prayers and in my heart..I hope your birthday is a happy one too.Your flowers are very special and beautiful...!
Surama
Wonderful shot Susan! You are in my prayers.......Im with you!
Valerie-Ducom
Hi my dear friend !!! So beautiful flower and excellent composition and color!!! I like to know you with a lot energy and I hope you will have a very beautiful b-day :) hugs
STEVIEUKWONDER
What a pretty flower this is Susan. You appear to be feeling quite well, right now which is terrific news. I hope you manage to take more piccies at the nursery when the flowers are all ready for sale. Excelent shot my friend! Steve :o)
1010
Happy Birthday early Susan. I think of you so much and you're in my daily prayers. I love the hyacinth flower for it's fragrance, it was my Mom's favorite. Hope you can get more sleep too. Happy Birthday my sis! (((hugz)))
romanceworks
Susan, I have always adored hyacinths, for the delicate beauty and color of the blossoms and the marvelous fragrance. I planted some but don't know if they'll come up here in the mountains.It's wonderful to see you well enough to post and enjoy the Spring flowers. You are a super woman and courageous fighter who is in my thoughts and prayers. I'm looking forward to seeing your flower pictures. Wishing you a very happy 25th!! :o) Hugs - CC
shahlaa
Hi Sis...what a beautiful picture of one of my very favorite flowers...when we see them coming up we know spring is in the air...I'm so glad you're feeling better, it makes me feel wonderful knowing you're appetite is back and that you felt well enough to get up and post an image here at Rend...you keep fighting, you're doing so good and you have so many friends backing you up...I'll be posting something special for you in the morning for your birthday....it's already made and waiting to be posted...Happy Birthday sis, enjoy that 25th...laughs...HUGZZZZZ
Syltermermaid
What a wonderful captured Spring flower!!! You are so strong Susan!!! I really admire what you are going through and that you never give up!!! It is wonderful to have you here as our friend and I hope you will feel better that you can celebrate tomorrow your birthday!!! Have a wonderful day!! Hugs Ute
Burpee
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to yooooou, Happy Birthday dear Susan, Happy Birthday toooo yoooouuu! Twenty-five is a good age ;) Crocuses are another fave of mine. You must be ahead of us a bit with the weather. I'm up near Chicago. I can't wait for flowers (Burpee Seeds) but sadly they don't show up here until around the end of April. A beautiful and joyful image of a gorgeous and forgotten flower!
Virtual_World
Hyacinths are beautiful; I haven't seen those kinds of flowers here. I think the weather here is too hot for them. Please, give my condolences to your husband. I am happy that you are keeping your faith and you are not giving up. You are a courageous woman. Best whishes for you and your family.
Silkylady
Very pretty flower, Susan. Love lavender so much. Hope you are feeling well, and have a Happy Birthday Sun....Huggs...Silkylady...
RubyT
Yes Susan, keep fighting! You must be an incredibly special person to have to deal with all this at your yeoung age. I too love your flowers! Happy Birthday Susan! (you will get pm shortly)
jocko500
happy brithday and hope all goes well with you. Lovely flowers
Blush
Thank you all for the warm wonderful comments and get well wishes... Got a kick out of wishing me a Happy 25th Birthday...I really turn 52 I just twisted the number around to make me feel better and younger.... You are of so special to me...you just don't know..Like brothers and sisters I have yet to meet... Beautiufl here today...windows open..small breeze stirring... a typical spring age...... Again thank you for your special wishes on a wonderful meanginful day for me tomorrow.. Love n hugs to you all my special friends and family From your heart to mine I do thank you:) Hugs Susan~
brubright
Happy Birthday Susan. I was so happy to hear you were feeling good and had your appetite back. Then, I read your message that you were not feeling the greatest again and your stomach was kinda hurtin ;o( You got my email and messenger info, feel free to contact me anytime you need. My messenger usually says I'm away, even though I may be here, so I tell everyone to send me a message and I'll respond if I'm at my computer. My massage bed is in the same room as my computer so I can lay down and rest whenever I need, that's why it always says I'm away. I am still believing for great things to happen for you. I know the creator of the heavens and earth knows exactly what is needed and knows the body better than any doctor ever could. Believing for great helaing for you. Love the flowers too. Nice Capture!
awadissk
Wonderful work!!!!!!!!!!! tomorrow will be an image for your birthday!!!!
rainbows
A very, very Happy 25th Birthday for tomorrow, Sis. Beautiful grape hyacinth here. A sunshine shot indeed. So lovely. You are always in my heart, my thoughts, my prayers Susan. Gentle Hugs. Diane.
priss117
Ahhhhh Susan it is so good to see you back at your photography because you are so good at it! This is gorgeous. Don't ever be shy about asking the Doctors for meds that will help you. I take something to help me sleep at night but not every night. I hope you have a wonderful birthday tomorrow and can enjoy it. You are a srong woman and a inspiration!
watifeye
Happy Birthday to You Susan, may you have a wonderful and painfree day and enjoy it to the full. You are 25 in spirit and strength and a great inspiration to everyone. My prayers to you and thank you for posting this beautiful picture for us to enjoy. Hugs.
shanpoo
Susan these flowers are just beautiful. Never seen them before but of course I have lived in the desert states most of my life. LOL Not enough grenery here thats for sure. My sis I sure hope they can help you with sleep and it certainly does sound like you had lockjaw instead of a convulsion. I am so happy you had enough energy to post your beautiful flowers. I will be working on your B-day image and cant wait for you to see it. Keep the fight going!!....Shannon ;} hugs
pennykay
Beautiful Flowers, and I pray for good health for you!! Miracles do happen. Fight the good fight of faith! Happy Birthday!
4udreamcatcher
Susan, this is a very beautiful capture and what a beautiful name that this flower has ........ I've been thinking a lot about you and wondering how you have been. I hope you have a truly wonderful birthday my dearest ....... I am working on something to mark the occasion and if I don't get it uploaded tonight (still the 24th here), hopefully it will arrive tomorrow :) Big Hugs!
BarbieDahl
Beautiful flowers...I just love the colors. Sorry to hear about everything you are going through. I know how tough it must be for you. Happy birthday. Hugs Cindy
MrsLubner
Great one! The flowers are, indeed, considered old fashioned now but I love the way they push up so early in the year and announce spring. I'm so glad you are doing ok and I wait to hear that you have gotten you chemo. Can't fight this thing proper unless you take the treament and take it on schedule. :-) (nag, nag, nag...) I'll look on line for those rose vendors that I saw that have Lady Banks. When I find them I'll email you with the link. Happy Birthday, girl!
DennisReed
Lovely and cheerful image Susan! I continue to pray that your life Springs back as lovely as this! Happy Birthday!