exelent...

you know, i was just thinking about you today. so.. if you wonder who hears - i can tell you i hear it. and, i know it doesn't help, but i'm gonna say it again - i think your art is very skillful, and also very expressive and intense. this image is very striking, with the shading and the cloth that directs us straight to the eyes. and then your words fit perfectly. i always thank you for sharing, and i do mean it.

Perfect job!!

i am here for 3 years and have deleted my gallery several times for several reasons. all in all most people don't care, you are right. but there are a few, these few who can hear you and they surely think about you!! great work as always yo, take care on your way ...

I agree with martingeorg, if you deleted your gallery I'D care. We've messaged some and I somewhat understand where you're coming from and what you're going through, but taking it out on your art wont make you feel better about anything, it will just make it one more thing that you can look back on and regret. I know that sometimes all this art doesnt seem worth while, but at the important times, when you look back and see everything you've accomplished and what all this art represents to you, you'll be glad you avoided that DEL key. Rejection should be on the bottom of your list of worries, obviously there are things in your life that make you feel bad enough to want you hate everything about yourself, but you should never worry about what other people think, life should be about how you feel about yourself, not because of how you feel about others or how others feel about you, but because of the things you've accomplished in your life. I'd hate to see a great talent like yours leave renderosity, out of all honesty your uploads are the uploads Im always excited to see. I hope you feel better soon, and I know it can feel like the end of the world, but honestly the future holds beautiful things, and I hope you decide to stick around and see what that is.

Skill is not really the important part of art. Much more important is the ability to express yourself and that you got something to express. Many have nothing to express and many find no way to express themselves. So... If there was something expressed then any amount of skill can not add much more to it. If you have a blank page and write words on it then you got the possibility to express yourself. You can do this with a single word on the whole page or you can form longwinded complex sentences or something between these extremes. People may have preferences, some prefer the single word and call anything else a lack of skill, others prefer the many words and call the single word a sign of lacking skill, but preferences are also limits. And limits are serious problems. You got the skill to express much with single words, or rather images. And you have a wide variety of words at your hand. Being unsatisfied with a present skill level is good, but it's not true that you lack skill. Slow changes are often better visible to others than to yourself. Skill and a state of mind are changing slowly. In the whole it maybe appear totally irrelevant what one does or if something is done at all. World will move on, no matter what. In the small scale, for the single person, however, world often stops moving all of a sudden and primarily because of things that are of no real relevance to the whole. Someone might stumble upon your gallery and find a part of himself there in some picture that expresses what you overcame long ago. To you it could be meaningless or even despicable but for this other person it's important. I'm always happy if I come back to your gallery and see that you didn't delete. :) Take care.

ill give u a good example of what zarat is talking about. take me for instance, i have no still whatsoever, what im good at is using the tools at hand. i cant express anything, i draw things that have no meaning whatsoever, and thats exactly what hes trying to say, ur art has meaning, and i personally value that much more than being able to draw something by being determined... i love what u do, please dont delete ur gallery, once in a while a pop back to r'city and urs is the first i go to :)

most excellent style!!