AFRICA_Innocence by romanceworks
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No matter our age
There is a place within us
That remembers
And longs for
And loves
Our lost innocence.
For me now, my life seems to end and begin again on the day my beloved died. It was a year ago , on June 17, 2006, that I posted an image called 'The Lion's Roar', not knowing that within hours my soul mate of thirty years would leave me. On that day I lost my love ... I lost my innocence. I no longer believe in happily ever after, but I still believe in the beauty, the wonder, and the healing power of nature, art, and love. The love I have received from my family, the hugs from my grandchildren, the birth of my new grandson, the love and support from past and newfound friends and artists here, have all kept my spirit going. And doing my art, and viewing others art, has kept my spirit growing. The beauty of nature has been so healing, and the kisses from my doxies have kept the joy alive in my heart.
It has been a year of indescribable heartache for me, a year of change and challenge, and transformation, a year of loneliness beyond anything I can put into words, a year of deafening silence, a year of living without LJ's music, a year without LJ's love. But I have survived when I thought I wouldn�t. I have done things I thought I couldn't, I have created over a hundred images, and I am learning to have a new relationship with myself, and with my beloved, a relationship of being grateful for the love, the life, and the memories and passion we shared.
I want to give a special hug to all who have been so supportive of me, of my art, this past year. I will be forever thankful for the gift of your images, of your caring, and your friendship. Carol
Image credits and notes:
Another in my AFRICA- Survival in the Wild Series, created in Photoshop CS, using a cub photo compliments of Shannon and Jonathan, painting techniques, and a painted skies background by Ferguson.
I thought about what I would post on this anniversary and decided on lions, because the year began and ended with lions. Lions have always held special meaning to me since my childhood, for their beauty and strength. Butterflies symbolize transformation and this one is filled with hearts. And those wildflowers grew close to our home here in Colorado.
Comments (73)
ToxicAngel
Fantastic piece!!! Love the atmosphere and the "kitties" :)
JillianElf
Although you are in my thoughts daily, today you are in my heart Carol. I stayed up last night thinking of what this Sunday morning would bring for you. This is a wonferful image of life, a beginning with cubs and butterfly, and that movement and flow of the circle resides within you. A big Hug Carol, Jilly
spm91g
Outstanding work!!!
JoniGop
Precios! Beautiful artwork!
Skydancer917
Fantastic work!
michele574
Beautiful work!!!
densa
what exceptional art and emotion on this special day for you may you find peace and believe me when i say your lover will be in your heart forever but he would want you to go on with life even though it can be hell wishing you the best luv pam
Burpee
My heart breaks for you but I am proud of you as well. You have come through so much and survived what you thought you would not. If I could reach out and give you a supportive hug, I would. Bravo to you and, as always, amazing talent and beauty in your work. I think you pour your love into each image.
M0rgane
Sooo cute! Just want to cuddle them
gunsan
OMG, so sweet they are, a beautiful shot! My heart goes out to you my dear, I did not know. Your loving heart shines through in every image by you I have seen.
Primal
A most Beautiful writing and such wonderful thoughts about your trials and the way you have handled your loss with such Hope and vision..I am sure LJ is up there smiling and playing a happy tune...and such a Beautiful piece of artwork...i am so happy you have found some relief from your friends and family and so very sad you have had to endure such a thing...My thoughts and Love and respect are with you...
Marinalea
Adorable picture! As the months go by to years it does become easier, I know that. Holding on to your wonderful conversations, memories of the fantastic times, keeps the heart alive and shows in your pictures! Thanks for sharing this precious moment with us.
Bez
My thoughts are with you today and every day Carol.... your strength is an inspiration and I thank you for that. Beautiful artwork :)
msebonyluv
True I can't imagine what you're going through, but you still have his memory and his love to see you through and everytime you look in the face of your children and grandchildren you will see him!! Beautiful work in his memory!!
LENK911
SO TRUE TO LIFE. THE ONE IS LOW AND ON THE PROWL. YOUR WORK IS SO FANTASTIC.
RodolfoCiminelli
I am with you my friend Carol, I really believe that it was a great blow for all the loss so sudden of LJ. But inside the pain that this has I am glad a lot that you have continued with us creating and producing beauty, and for mainly it has maintained the work line that always had characterized to romanceworks. This work is splendid and he has a great beauty and creativity...!!! A strong hug.....!!!
wabe
Of course our thoughts are with you Carol. And our love. A little unimportant right now that this image is another beauty. Important is how much strength you get from being creative - super.
Zazou
Too cute !!! Marvellous artwork !
TheAnimaGemini
Outstanding artwork Carol Simply amazing.Your work always inspired me and . I am whit you Carol . You give the community here such wonderfull gift whit your artwork. I admire your work and your strength.Big hugs and take care of you.
Petra-S
Fantastic creation and textur!
jwiest
Oh, this is adorable! I want to pick them up and sqeeze them tight! He might be gone physically, but it's clear he's still with you today and always.
wildgoha
oh yes so wise and true again and again amazing wild cats! still cute but learning how to survive...
Avalonne
What a beautiful and loving tribute to your beloved LJ.....I have watched you this past year as you found your way through the heartache with your exquisite art. I wish for you nothing but happiness and fulfillment in all the coming years. And I hope you will always think of me as a friend {{{Hugs}}}
Bossie_Boots
Wow what abeautifulimage just pure magic outstanding work hugs lou x
RyverMyst
I viewed the cubs and my first thought was awwwwww. Then I read your words,you have brought tears to my eyes. I know the feeling you have for the love of your life. I live with mine at this moment. I can in no way fathom what life would be like without him. Hugz
Osipenkov
Superb!!!!!!! It's my favorite!
RubyT
You have so shared your grief with us in your lovely art in such a way that is most touching. Your art shows so much within it, and is always so beautiful! I too lost the love of my life now four years ago, and my son also many years ago. It never really gets easier, just more peaceful. They say it gets easier with time, but they're wrong, but it does get different. You find joy in your memories and the joy in the memories gets stronger. You become so grateful for their having graced your life at all. You never stop missing them. You never stop thinking of them. There's a place left empty they left in you, but you fill that place with the love you had for them. And, you begin to smile more at the mere mention of them. And, you smile because they loved you.
ArtByMel
I do not think there are words, or perhaps I cannot think of the right ones to use here. The image is stunning alone, but your words gave me pause, brought forth tears. I think you are so very brave, Carol.
DennisReed
Precious image Carol! Bravo! Your write-up brought a tear to my eye! Big Hugs!
ilona
Impressive Artwork!